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2011-12-11T00:45:00.001+08:00

Just realized that blogger has app for iPhone users. My blog can be active once again as I always doesn't has the time to on my laptop. Hence, I neglected my blog. Now I can conveniently update my blog anyway, anytime with my phone. :D

Has been very very busy at work. Have very little time for my dearest daughter, Janessa. Always missing her so much during work. ): She's going to turn 8 months old on the 15th this month. How time flies.

Christmas is around the corner. Have you bought your present for gift exchange? I'm off duty during Christmas and New Year. I can avoid the crowd at work. Yay! Anyway, doesn't have the Christmas atmosphere this year. Or am I getting old? Haha.

For now, I'm looking forward for 2 events. Firstly, me and hubby first wedding anniversary on the 20th this month. Booked a luxury hotel room for this occasion! And secondly, my 8 days Bangkok and Chiangmai trip on 1st February 2012! Excited max!

Alright. I shall rest for now. Just came back from work not long ago. Hectic day today. Handled loads of complaints. To the extent that I'm 1 hour late for my break just to entertain that dumb patron. Grr. Shall go to my dreamland to curse and swear now! *just kidding*

Goodnight world ~

2011-05-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

Hey people! Sorry for the lag of updates! My baby girl has arrived! I've been busy taking care of her hence, no time to update this blog. I shall let the photos to the talking for now.

Photos taken in hospital..

More photos of my girl..

That's all folks! ;)

2011-04-07T15:37:00.000+08:00

THE DRILLING OUTSIDE MY HOUSE IS SERIOUSLY KILLING ME! Monday to Saturday, 0800-1800 hours. Can someone teach me how to cease this nightmare?! FML TTM!

Went out with Ah Xiang, Ah Cai and Wanli yesterday to town. Met Ah Xiang and Ah Cai first at 606. Took cab over to ION Orchard. Walked and window-shopped around ION. Went in to Burberry boutique and saw the bag I want. The biggest size cost $950. But I'm not intending to buy that size. A medium sized will do good. Saw the perfume that Hubby's using. Not cheap.

Window-shopped around ION. Went to EPI centre to see Apple's product. End up the boys playing Plant VS Zombie on iPad while waiting for Wanli to reach. Faint. And is me who taught them how to play! They never play before! *slaps forehead* Hahaha! Played for around 10-15 minutes and Wanli arrived. Continue to window-shop after she arrive. Went basement food hall to have some light bites. The egg mayo takoyaki is nice! $6.80 for 8 pieces. Worth it!

Headed to FEP after that. Wanli wants to shop over there. End up we never buy much. Walked into a accessories shop. The guys bought earrings. And we girls bought a pearl bling bracelet. Nice! And it only cost $9.90. Damn sweet! They have alot of wigs for fringe. Played around with it for quite some times. Funny! But too bad no photograph allowed. Hahaha.

After buying our stuff, we walked around until there's nothing for us to walk, cabbed over to Bugis. Walked around Bugis Village, ended up only Wanli and Ah Cai have loots. Ah Xiang and I empty handed back. After that they accompanied me to shop for watches as I'm buying for Hubby as his birthday present. Ended up I bought one CK chronograph watch for him. It cost me a BOMB. But luckily there's a 10% discount.

Headed for Sakae Sushi for dinner. 4 of us total damaged was $95. All of us eat until super bloated. And our legs are breaking from all the walking. As usual, they went downstairs to smoke after dinner. After much discussion, we headed to Teo Heng KTV for a K-session to end our day. Called up to book a medium room. $16 an hour. We sang for 2 hours.

The cab driver was atrocious while on the way to Katong Shopping Centre! He's an old man which I guess in his 60's. He drove less than 50km/h throughout the whole journey, keep E-braking, letting off his accelerator, worst of all, DRIVE ON THE CENTER LINE of the road! What the fcuk is he trying to do?! All of us are damn pissed by that time already. He has this big plastic bag beside him. He keep digging it for don't know what reason and keep scratching his right tight constantly! PISSED TTM! I can't tolerate any longer and I told him, "Uncle can you speed up? We're rushing for time." He sped up but still alot of E-braking. -.-"

Know what's the epic part? He drove us to Tanjong Katong Complex. URGHHHHHH. I angrily told him off, "Uncle! It's KATONG SHOPPING CENTRE, NOT TANJONG KATONG COMPLEX!" Then he just reply, "Orh." -.-" What's more to come? Sigh. Worst cab ride we ever had. Swear. End up we paid $10 for that ride. After all of us get down, all our faces turned black. LOL. Damn pissed.

Had our K-session for 2 hours and headed home after that. Hubby was home when I came back. After I'm out from my shower, Hubby ask me what am I going to talk to him about? Cos in Teo Heng I asked him to wait for me at home, have something to talk to him. So I lied on bed, watch television. He still keep asking me what is it about. I asked him he really wanna know what I wanna say? Slowly I took out the CK box and put it on his chest. He smiled at the first sight of it. Opened the box and the first thing he said was, "Wah nice!" I'm glad that he like it. (: That was for his belated birthday present. Hope it's not to late to give him now.

Alright, shall end here for now. The drilling outside is killing me seriously. Currently I'm stuffing ear plugs into my ears to put off those noises. Sigh. I hate this environment! ):

Insomia!

2011-03-15T10:28:00.000+08:00

Sigh. Can't get to sleep. Maybe I've slept too much in the evening. Slept from 4:30pm to 6:30pm. Woke up not long and hubby's back home.

Currently personalizing my phone with Cydia's add-ons. I wanna change to a nice pretty theme. But it's not easy to find one. I'm quite demanding in designs and styles. Lol.

Alright. I'll carry on searching for a
theme that suits me. Ciaoz! :D

2011-03-09T16:56:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 7:15am today. Woke hubby up at 7:30am, but he tossed and turned till 8am then finally got out of bed. We prepared ourselves and get out of the house at around 8:20am. We are heading to Ministry of National Development (MND) building - ROM (temporary site as they're having some renovations at the Fort Canning site).

Our appointment was 8:30am to 9:30am. Reached there at around 9:20am. Got ourselves a queue number. Didn't wait that long as the we are in the next in queue. Heh. Went there today for our verification and satutory delclartion. Tomorrow must head down again for our solemnisation at 3:35pm. :D

After going to ROM this morning, we headed to Amoy Food Hawker to have our early lunch. The Wanton Noodles I ordered taste awful, I swear. I never tasted such awful Wanton Mee before. And the mango juice I bought for hubby and myself isn't sweet at all. $1.50 per cup. If I knew it earlier, I rather sticked to my decision having durian shake than changing my mind to have mango juice. ):

Anyway, it's fine. Not really a good breakfast cum early lunch today. Went back home after that. Washed up and played my iPhone games and unknowingly I fell asleep. Woke up awhile while hubby came into the room to change. And soon he headed to work. I'm waiting for him to finish his work now and looking forward to have dinner with my mom later.

Oh. Had my last check-up at KK hospital on the 28th February. Visited my gynae recommended by one of my colleague - Gordon. The gynae is super gorgeous! Doesn't look like Chinese. Her eyes are brown. Woosh! And she's only in her late 20's, a mother of one. Heh. My precious girl is weighing 1.5kg on that day. Next check-up is on the 21st March. I wanna see the ultrasound scan again!

Am going to give birth end of next month. I'm going to stop work and start my maternity leave end of this month. 16 weeks of maternity leave waiting for me ahead! So looking forward! Why? Cos I'm paid even if I'm sleeping! How awesome is that! HAHA. :D

Oh well. Shall end here for now. Going to lie on bed to rest and watch television while waiting for hubby to come back. Ciaoz!

2011-02-16T01:25:00.000+08:00

Dislike empty promises.
Dislike false hopes.
Dislike tears.
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2011-02-11T12:28:00.002+08:00

Hubby accompanied me for my monthly check up at KK hospital yesterday. Waited very long for the scan and to see doctor. Reached there at around 1pm. Had our lunch at the foodcourt in the hospital. Super crowded. Had our lunch and headed to Specialist Clinic C where hubby took his blood test and we head up to ADC for my scan.

Precious is very big already! Saw her arms, legs, head, body. Her tummy is so round. Cute! She's moving around all the time. Even now! She's becoming more and more active already. Currently I'm into my 29th of pregnancy. Few more weeks and precious will arrive in this world. I'm so anxious! Doctor gave us a scan photo of her. Scroll down to see my little girl! =P

After the check up, we went to Toa Payoh Lorong 8. Went to buy the plastic drawers from Toyogo wholesaler. $69 for a 5-tier plastic drawer. Bought this for putting precious's stuff. She got lots of cloths! Mummy bought alot for her, Belinda gave me her niece's cloths, my aunty gave me her daughter's cloths too. And I also bought quite alot of stuff for her. She's fortunate!

Went Tampines Mall aftermath to buy movie tickets for ourselves, sister-in-law, her bf and Ah Xiang. We went to catch the movie, 大世界. Its great! You can see how Singapore's entertainment and life looks like in the past. After watching, we headed to Loyang Dua Pek Gong to pray. Prayed 天公 last night. And we went home after that.

Just received a call from sister-in-law. She just passed her TP this morning. Congrats to her. Finally can drive a car on the road! She's now buying lunch back for me and herself. Thanks girl. (:

Shall stop here for now. Need to clean up the drawers and pack precious's stuff in it. Love hubby's companion yesterday! Loves! <3

Photo of my lil' girl!

2010-12-26T12:58:00.002+08:00

2010-12-01T18:44:00.001+08:00

Went to see sinseh for my sprained ankle at work last 2 days. Recky for bridal studios for the whole day. Shucks. Ultrasound scans are scanned yesterday. Just photo updates today.

Her face.

Her tighs and private part.

Her heartbeat.

Sprained ankle.

2010-12-01T01:26:00.001+08:00

Went to the gynae that Peiteng introduced me to. It's at Lucky Plaza. Woke up at 11am today. Baby came home while I was bathing. Mom and I accompanied Baby to Chinatown Point to sign his Letter of Appointment for his new job. Went to eat lunch at People's Park Centre hawker before heading there as his appointment is at 2pm.

Mom and I waited for Baby at MacDonalds in Chinatown Point. While we were munching fries halfway, Baby texted me telling me to go ahead with my gynae appointment first. His boss brought him to another office to do some stuff.

So mom and I headed over to Lucky Plaza by bus. Went to check Kusuma Lee Women's Clinic and Lee's Women Clinic (which Peiteng introduced) for the delivery package prices. Made a comparison, end up sticking the one that Peiteng intro. First check-up was $100 inclusive of ultrasound scan and consultation. Took a blood test which Baby insisted me to. It consisted of alot of tests because I'm already 19 weeks pregnant. And that bloody blood test cost $200. Medication and vitamin pills $15.

Doctor said that it's a baby girl. <3 Saw her face, body, hands and legs. Even her small little toes and fingers. The feeling was really indescribable. I just smiled to myself. She's fidgeting all the way while the doctor did the scan on me. Moved her head, hands and legs. Active uh. She's weighing 191 grams currently. And poor me had put on 3.5 kilograms. After the scan, the staff proceed the blood test for me. She first took blood from my right arm. I did not dare to look at it, but Baby said she keep pulling the syringe in and out and only did managed to get a little amount of blood. It's freaking painful!

She said the blood collected wasn't enough. So she cleaned up the wound and proceed on my left arm. Wtf?! But luckily this time wasn't that bad. She drew the required amount and cleaned my wound. By then, both my arms feels very weak. I can only slowly raise up my hands. Headed to Daniel's dad's temple after that. Baby and mom asked for a good date for our wedding. He gave us some dates somewhere in January 2011. But the best date is 18th of January.

Dinner with mom, Uncle Johnny, Ah Kim, Baby's mom. They were discussing about our wedding stuff. Unlce Johnny popped alot of questions which I never expect him to. But I just kept quiet and continue eating my dinner. Home sweet home aftermath while Baby send MIL home.

Uncle Johnny and Ah Kim came up to our house for awhile. Ah Kim and mom was sharing their delivery experiences with me. Some of it sounds scary. But for darling girl's sake, I'm willing to bear any pain. My estimated due date is on the 26th of April 2011.

Well, will end this post with some photos taken today. Goodnight. (:

Tested few days back.

Left hand.

Right hand.

Darling girl's side view. (She's facing right.)

2010-11-29T10:02:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALLLLLLLLL! It has been like almost 2 months since I last blogged. Or perhaps hitting 3 months. That's because I've started work in Marina Bay Sands as Executive Host in Casino Marketing department. As this is a shift job, I've very little time for family and boyfriend, let alone friends. Will meet up with you guys soon if I'm free!

Many things happened in these 2 months. Started work in less than a week since I'm back from Phuket. Slog non-stop like a dog at work, shouted by patrons, got framed for nothing, super dislike a colleague's working attitude which I used to being scheduled working with her.

And recently I just realised that I'm pregnant. Broke out the news to my boyfriend first then plucked up the courage to tell my mom. Boyfriend and I decided to welcome our baby to the world. Initially mom wasn't really happy about the sudden shocking news. But she has accepted it now and ask us to plan thoroughly. I know my parents will never support me going for an abortion as they think that it's super cruel. It's still a live.

Will head to gynae tomorrow to see whether how's baby doing. I hope he/she doing well inside. And I'm mad looking forward to see the ultrasound image of it! Excited! Well, either boyfriend or mom will accompany me to the gynae. This gynae is introduced by Peiteng. She used to go there for her check-ups during her pregnancy stages.

I'll stop here for now. Rest awhile and need to prepare for work. Hopefully it will be a fine day at work today. Wish me luck. Hopefully will update again after my check up tomorrow. Ciaoz ~

2010-09-25T14:12:00.000+08:00

Not feeling very happy last night because of some incident. Baby came back home with a big bag of chocolates just to cheer me up. So sweet of him. Loves!

Came back from Phuket 3 days ago. Had hell lotsa fun over there! How I wish I could stay there longer! ;( Will just post some of the photos, not all of it. Just a sneak preview. Those who wanna have a look at the full album can view it from my Facebook.

Shall stop here for now. Meeting Xiuling, Peiteng, Elaine and Xiaona for steamboat dinner at Bugis later. Gonna rest awhile first. See ya guys! (:

Say0nara`z~

Emo.

2010-09-08T04:19:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling so low today. Feeling so unwell since I woke up till now. Texted Baby and Mom, but both no replies. I think if I faint or die at home, no one would learn about it. I seriously need someone by my side now. Sigh.

2010-08-12T20:08:00.011+08:00

Nothing much to blog recently. That explain why I did not update my blog. Has been staying home scouting for jobs. Past few weeks celebrated Ruji's, Weiliang's and Joel's birthday. Weiliang celebrated at Club Atlantis and Joel at Eski Bar @ Boat Quay. Shall just let the photos and videos do the talking. Enjoy! (:

Ruji's birthday..

Weiliang's birthday..

Joel's birthday..
- Eski Bar is only 7 degree celcius! -

Found this photo taken more than a year ago. (:

Will end here for now.
P.S It's the 7th lunar month now. Try not to go out late at night! Take care! (:

Sorry.

2010-08-04T09:07:00.000+08:00

Feeling low right now. Shouldn't have said those words out of anger. I'm sorry.

2010-07-21T17:44:00.000+08:00

Spend very very little time with Baby this few days. Went to do manicure + pedicure with Se Eun and Xiuling. Met them at 150 mee hun kuey. After eating, we walked over to the nail saloon nearby which I did my nails last week. Walked in and the lady boss told us that today her appointment is full. No time for walk-ins. So Xiuling went to the hair saloon beside it to have her hair cut and wash. Se Eun and I waited for her and Baby came down to look for me awhile after his work.

After her haircut, Baby went back home as the girls is heading to Tampines 825 (Xiuling's ex-workplace) to have our nails done. Se Eun and I did express manicure + pedicure, whereas Xiuling did classic manicure + pedicure. The staff started doing for me and Se Eun first. By right, they should do for Xiuling first as she's doing classic. So we have to wait for her to finish doing after when we're done.

Se Eun left just after her nails were done. Joel came to drive her home. Waited for Xiuling for almost an hour to get her nails done. We planned to watch the movie - Inception, at Golden Village Tampines. But by the time we finish our stuff, it's around 8 plus. And the movie starts at 9:50. Xiuling checked the seats left on her iPhone. And sad to see that only the first four rows are available. We then decided to it call off.

Baby was at his house that day. And Weiliang was home playing game. Therefore, Xiuling and I walked to Tampines 802 to buy our dinner and cabbed back home. When I reached home, I was alone. Watch the television while I was eating. Not long after Mummy and Uncle Alan came home with Ginger.

Didn't went out yesterday as poor Baby worked till almost 11pm. Had my dinner and watch television. Went to bed at around 2am plus. Stayed home the whole afternoon today as renovation works going on as usual. But today they changed my room's ceiling light. The whole house was damn dusty. Elaine asked me for steamboat at Xiaona's place last night but I rejected her because I need to be home as they're doing my room.

Stop here for now. Am going to prepare to go out for dinner now. Take good care peeps, as the weather is crazily changing everyday. Drink plenty of water. (:

2010-07-18T23:38:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MONTHSARY, BABY! (:

Woke up early in the morning at 8 and Baby at 8:20. Bathed and went out. Met Elaine and Wengtai below my block. They came to fetch us. Baby and Wengtai are heading for a friendly cage soccer match at Balestier. Elaine and I are just tagging along. Gastric pain when I woke up. Went down bought a bread and finish up before going into the car.

Reached Balestier and we aren't sure of where is the exact location. Waited for awhile at the pathway and Weishien came. He leaded us the way to the cage. While the guys are preparing to gear themselves up, Elaine and I just sat under the tent and continue our craps. The players separated to 4 teams. So they took turns to play. Rains halfway through the match. Luckily we're sheltered!

Finished their match at 11am. Wengtai drove us back to my carpark as Baby's going to pick up his car. Headed to 600+ hawker to have our lunch with Elaine and Wengtai. All of us ate Fishball Noodles. Coincidentally saw Horsin and Thao there too. They were buying food back home. After lunch, Elaine and Wengtai headed back home while I heads to Baby's place. He needs to put his stuff at home.

Planned to catch the movie (Inception) at town with Baby, Elaine, Wengtai, Se Eun, Joel, Xiuling and Weiliang. But end up Joel and Weiliang need a nap in the noon, so end up we called off. Baby and I went to Golden Mile to do some remittance. Done and head down to Bugis.

We were drenched all the way while walking to Fu Lu Shou Centre. Done with our staff and we head to Bugis street to walk. Saw the shorts that Se Eun and Xiuling bought. $10 each. End up I didn't buy. Regret. Going back there to buy if I happens to go Bugis the next time. End up Baby bought a Polo-tee from Bugis street which only cost $20. Not bad looking thought. Worth the price. (: Went back to Bugis Junction aftermath.

Met Elaine and Wengtai again at BHG. Went TopMan to shop as Wengtai looking for jeans. Baby eyed on a black cardigan which is not bad looking too. But it has zip, I prefer a pullover instead. Continued walking in Bugis Junction. Walked into SK Jewellery. True Love category caught my eyes. My sweet Baby pulled me into the shop to have a look at it. The one I eyed on was $1.8k, 0.300+ carat. Beautiful. (: Will Baby buy for me? Hmms. *hints* ;)

Went up to Sakae Sushi to have our dinner as Elaine suggested. Ordered hell loads of food. But poor Baby waited for his Curry Don for so long. I helped him to cancel it as the rest of us had already finished our food. ): *pats baby* The bill sum up to $97! Went downstairs to smoke after dinner and headed home aftermath.

Reached home and Mummy asked Baby to replace her seat for mahjong. Baby sat down and play 1 round. Lady luck is with sweet! Heh. He went out awhile to get something from his friend. I'm waiting for him to be home now.

I'm loving you more each day. (:

2010-07-12T16:13:00.001+08:00

I'm being woken up by the noise outside my room! The knocking, hacking, drilling! My house is under renovation at the moment. Bits and pieces of debris is lying all over my kitchen and part of my living room. Hacking of both toilet's false ceilings, hacking of 2 walls, tear down the kitchen cabinet, changing of floor tiles. God! When will all these over? Alright, today is just the first day. Duh. Hopefully it'll get better after today.

Baby went to work this morning. I just he's also woken up by the noise outside. Yes, and I mean NOISE. Not sound. He bathed and went out in like just 10 minute time. Salute. Hmm. Left house with Mummy, Uncle Alan and Uncle Johnny for lunch just after Baby left for work. Okie, maybe breakfast for me. Ate fried hokkien prawn noodles. Wanted to have prawn noodles soup, but it's their off day today.

Last night went to 126 with Baby, Ruji and Xiaobao for our dinner. Went out around 8pm. Head right home after dinner at about 10pm. Chilled and played 'Words for Friends' with Baby, Elaine, Se Eun, Joel and Xiuling while waiting for the the World Cup match to start. Fun! (:

Last night's match was the final - Netherland vs Spain. Baby and I took Holland. First half score was 0-0. It still remanined 0-0 for the 90 minute. But sad to say, Spain score a goal on the second half of the extra time. It's an offside! The England refree gave the cards like he has never given before. He issued 5 cards just in the first half. Total match I think he issued like 12-15 cards? Lost count. End of the day, Spain emerged as the FIFA World Cup 2010 champ.

Wanted to took photo and post the photo of my renovating house. But when I stepped out of my room, saw 2 malay and 2 bangladesh workers outside. I halted. Was thinking if I took a photo, will they be mistaken that I'm taking photos of them. -.-"

I shall rest now. The noise pollution is crazily irritating! Update again. Stay tune.

2010-07-03T21:52:00.001+08:00

Went to Lookers for Holland vs Brazil match with Baby, Qiuming, Weiliang, Xiuling, Jiahao, Peiteng, Horsin, Thao and Eugene. The match was super exciting, I swear! The first goal was by Brazil. Qiuming cheered very loudly as he's the only one who support Brazil among us. As the game continues, Holland scored 2 for that match. Full-time score was 2-1. Baby cheered and shouted very happily cos he's Holland's full-time supporter. Lol.

Continue drinking after the match ended. Seeing upon bottles by bottles ordered by them isn't feeling good. Horsin and Eugene keep asking me to drink. Drinks mixed by Horsin is still bearable. Eugene asked me to drink one cup of Martell plus Ginger Ale. I told him I don't take Ginger Ale, he them mixed one cup Martell plus coke for me. I swear that cup sucks to the max. Baby drank one sip and his face cramp too. That cup is effing thick! Crazy shit. End up Baby and Eugene shared that drink.

Saw Sing-Gium Alex while drinking. Called out to him but no response. I wasn't sure is that him as he put on quite a lot of weight. Texted him and he called me back asking me to meet him at the entrance. Smoked and do a little of catching up. He said Alfred, Haidong and Eric was there too. Went in to look for them aftermath. Talked about some work stuff and I asked if they're still hiring staff. Alex said Haidong needs a Graphic Designer. Immediately I say I'm fine with that. I used to work as a Web Designer in Sing-Gium back then. They'll help me to ask James on Monday and get back to me. Thanks guys. (:

Stayed at Lookers until they are closed. Headed to Oasis after that. It was a last minute decision I guess. Upon arriving at Oasis, Xiuling and I went to the nearby Cheers to grab something to eat. We sat outside Cheers for awhile before heading back to Oasis. Stepped in Oasis and I saw Junsin and Junxian just behind the entrace door. So coincident. Just a hi-bye and I walked off.

Drank not even one cup in Oasis. Xiuling and I were playing games all the while like 吊 bear bear and the touchscreen games. Drank the balance they left there, Xiuling and Weiliang headed home first. Not long after, Baby and I left too as he's working today. Eugene and Qiuming continues to drink after we leave.

Washed up and headed to bed. Today's weather is awesome! Cooling! Woke up when Baby went to work. Ate my lunch and went back to take a nap again. Haha.

Baby is yet to be home. He went dinner with his friends straight after work. No idea is he going out to watch World Cup with his clique. No text from him though. I wanna watch Argentina vs Germany match! ):

Whatever it is. Gonna stop here for now and to scout for some nice movie to watch!

World Cup 2010

2010-06-29T06:07:00.000+08:00

It's back again after 4 years! The FIFA World Cup fever is now everywhere! Last 2 week Baby set the frequency for being able to watch World Cup at home. But when we came back home from dinner just now, the World Cup channels are gone! It's totally blank! Godddddd! ):

Last 2 week when to Weishi's birthday at Club Atlantis. Head to Oasis after that. Went home around 5:30am. Super shag!.

Last Saturday, went to Se eun's birthday bash at Club Atlantis. Went down alone as Baby went to attend dinner at Balestier. Met Xiuling and Xiaona downstairs. Smoked a stick of cigarette and we went up. Everyone was asking me where's Baby. And I repeated like more than 10 times that night. -.-" They opened 5 bottles. Drank finished everything and left for Oasis at around 3am plus.

Baby, me, Qiuming and Weixia sat Baby's car back. I'm already kinda tipsy by then. Went to Bedok 600+ market to have their breakfast. Did not eat cause my head was spinning. =/ Went home after that, removed make-up and KO. -.-"

I'm soooo happy last night! We've decided to spend my birthday at Phuket! YAY! Total 8 person going - Mummy, Uncle Alan, me, Baby, Weiliang, Xiuling, Joel and Se Eun. We're gonna enjoy ourselves to the max there! Can't wait for this trip! Excited excited! Hehe. :D

Will let the photos do the talking now! Adios! ;)

Weishi's birthday..

Happy birthday! (:

Huixi's birthday..
[The photo taken with her is still in her camera.]

Se Eun's birthday..

Happy birthday! (:

Random @ Lookers..

Huixi & I.

That's all folks! ;)

2010-06-26T04:11:00.000+08:00

Yawn yawn yawn. Woke up at noon today. Didn't had my lunch. Only had 3 to 4 pieces of buscuit. Baby called me in the evening asking whether do I wanna go celebrate Huixi's birthday. I told him anything, so he asked me to go prepare and meet him at his place cos of time constrain.

I have finished preparing at around 7pm. Hasn't receive any calls from Baby yet. Went out of my house and I called to ask him where is he. He's still at work. So I went over to his house nearby to withdraw money first. I don't know what's with the super long queue at the Auto-Teller Machine (ATM). The queue is unsual long. Have no choice but just to queue behind.

Queued halfway and I saw Baby's car waiting at the pick-up point. Went over to Baby's car after withdrawing. Once I stepped into the car, Baby told me that we're not going to Huixi's steamboat dinner already. I was kinda surprised then. I thought he was kidding, but found out it was real in the later part as we were already far to late for dinner. Thought I could have a fulfilling steamboat dinner, but too bad. ): Went back home after that.

Went home to catch Portugal vs Brazil and Korea vs Ivory Coast matches. After finish watching these 2 matches, we headed down to Lookers as Huixi and company was there. Managed to reach Lookers just before 12am. Went in and first thing I did was to go over to Huixi and wish her happy birthday.

Drank till around 2am and we headed home. Fetched Qiuming and Weixia to prata shop and we headed home. Baby rushed back to watch Chile vs Spain match. The match now is 78 minutes. Baby's sleeping on the sofa now. I know he's tired as he worked the whole day today. Poor darling. ):

I'll end my post till here for now. Continue watching soccer. Will update photos taken at Lookers tomorrow when I wake up. Goodnight guys!

Last but not least..
Happy 23rd Birthday, Huixi! :D

2010-06-11T14:41:00.001+08:00

Went to 631 coffee shop for dinner yesterday. Had my favourite Pork Ribs Lotus Soup Rice. Slurps! After eating, Baby and Qiuming went to enquire about the rental of stall. The rent was absurd! Duh. Went home after our dinner.

Ginger was very happy to see us when we opened the door. Fed her second round of her dinner. But gave her only carrot and cabbage. Wonder should I bring her for grooming tomorrow? Hmm. She has been a good girl this whole week. Loves!

Around 11 plus, Baby received a call not sure from Alex or Ruji. Ask us whether want to have supper or not. Baby asked me and I said anything. He wanted to bring Ginger go. But I rejected. Cos some places pets are prohibited within the premises. Lucky we didn't bring her along as we ended up at prata shop. Lol.

While eating, Alex keep saying he wanna sponsor Baby's air fare to Vietnam. They keep pestering me whether do I allow Baby to go. I know I gave the kind of face to them. Not that I don't allow him to go. I do trust him. But just that I don't bear to leave him. Baby's accompanying me everyday. How can you take him away just like that?! ): End up Baby told Alex he's not going as Mummy's in overseas now. If she isn't in Europe now, I wonder how will things land up? ):

Asked Baby last night whether is he free on Sunday morning. I have been wanting to pay a visit to my late brother like so long ago. But just haven't got the chance to go. I told Baby I wanna go pay a visit on Sunday, without hesitating, he agree. Thanks hubby. (:

Resort world has not get back to me. I'm worry sick. Can they at least give me a call to know whether am I shortlisted or the chance has slipped off? I need a job badly now! Sigh.

Alex planned for a movie outing tonight as he's going outstation soon. I think quite a lot of people going tonight. Baby, me, Elaine, Wengtai, Ruji, Xiaobao, Alex, Qiuming, Ah Chye, Huixi, Dennie? Hmm. Gonna watch 'Karate Kid'. I have been telling Baby that I wanna watch 'Marmaduke' when it's launched. Its sooooooo cute! <3

Shall stop here for now. Going to rest and watch television. See ya guys. (:

2010-06-10T16:53:00.000+08:00

Woke up this morning to call HDB branch office. Baby came to pick me for lunch. We meet Wengtai at 511 to eat. They both discuss about the Satay business; considering the pro and cons of it. Come to think of it, there's a lot of stuff to prepare for setting up a business. Not easy.

After lunch, Baby sent me to Bedok HDB branch office. I went to buy season parking for my house's carpark. The officer to me must at least purchase a month plus. So bought the season parking until 31st July. But it's better to purchase rather than keep worrying for summon tickets. He went to continue his job after dropping me off.

Walked to interchange to take a bus home. Alighted one bus stop earlier and headed to NTUC to buy Ginger's carrot and cabbage. No carrot and cabbages are found in my fridge and Mummy didn't tell me! Grrr. Bought these stuff and walked home.

Alright, gonna wash up now and wait for Baby to come home! Going out later to view for appropriate stalls. Shall end here for today! (:

2010-06-09T17:54:00.002+08:00

Mummy just went to Europe on Monday evening. Leaving me and Ginger at home. Baby's over to accompany me throughout Mummy's trip. They have arrived Zurich's airport yesterday at 2pm. Received an email from her this morning. They're staying at Nique's hostel for the first night and heading to Milan today.

Recently went to Pei Teng's birthday at Boat Quay. Last night went to eat supper at Ponggol Nasi Lemak at Kovan. And since Mummy is away.... Chores are chasing after me. Shrugs! I shall just let the photos do the talking. ;(

Photos below are all taken at Pei Teng's birthday bash..

Enjoy enjoy!

2010-05-29T16:00:00.000+08:00

Enjoyed the past few days with Baby's companion. Met up with Elaine and Wengtai. We went to eat steamboat, dessert and arcade aftermath to play the new Bishie Bashie game. It's a fun day for me! :D

On the 27th was Mummy's birthday. 28th was Uncle Alan's birthday. Baby and I brought them to Tampines One on Mummy's birthday for a treat at Thai Express since she haven't tried before. The sum up of the total bill shocked me. I never expect it to be so much. But the food was quite nice, especially the seafood tomyam! Lol.

Yesterday was Desmond's birthday. We met Elaine, Wengtai, Xiuling and Weiliang at Bedok 85 market to have our dinner. Xiuling and Weiliang reached after we fjnished our food. Duh! Upon reaching, Weiliang told us that Desmond and girlfriend were sitting at the other side. No one told us that he's gonna meet us. -.-"

After having our dinner, went for a smoke, headed down to Daniel father's temple to collect some stuff. Joel and Se Eun came over to meet us too. After that we went to Katong for gaming and billiard session. Stayed there till around 2:30am and Baby and I went back home. Bought cup noodles home as both of us were getting hungry. BOI awhile and we're off to bed.

Baby woke up early for work today. Surprisingly eh. Lol. He woke me up to close the door for him. Baby's being nice and sweet this morning to cover the blanket for me and pecked my cheek before leaving for work. (: I'm now waiting for him to finish work.

Recently fell sick. Down with dry cough, slight sorethroat and voiceless. This morning woke up with flu. Wth. Sickening weather. And Baby told me last night that radio was saying the flu virus is spreading around now. Shrugs! Friends, better take good care of yourself and drink plenty of water!

2010-05-24T17:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went for dinner together with Baby. The guys helped out at the dinner while the girls and Jiahao sat down and enjoy the sumptuous dinner with sharks' fin, abalone and stuff.

Xiaona brought Carina down too. She's such a sweety regardless of her being active or sleepy. (: The girls chatted alot during dinner. Elaine, Peiting and Xiaona are chatting about maternity stuff.

7 of us sat on the table. Most of us can't continue eating after the fourth dish served. We're all bloated by then. Ate too much at the beginning. Lol.

I've gotta go for now. Baby's coming to pick me up soon. Gonna prepare now!

2010-05-22T18:15:00.008+08:00

I'll just post a few recent photos for a small update.
So just let the photos do the talking! ;)

BFF Linez's wedding @ Yishun Safra. Grats BFF! <3

All of the above are taken after Linez's wedding.

Baby's new love - bodykit.

Below are photos taken at Club Atlantis..

Baby, Weicong, Joel, Qiuming.

Girls' night out @ Club Nana..

Alrighty. Gonna stop here for now. Gonna bathe and slowly prepare for Qiuming's and Qiuxi's birthday celebration at Atlantis later. See ya guys there! ;)

2010-05-22T09:58:00.001+08:00

Have been very lazy to update my blog since I come back from Taiwan. I should say it's a fun and super tiring trip. Shopping isn't anywhere near cheap. So.. Yeah. Didn't really buy a lot of stuff. I guess the stuff I got for my friends are much more than mine. Haha.

Recently has been job hunting for high and low. I was hoping to get the job at Resort World Sentosa (RWS) as Guest Services Ambassador. It was recommended by my cousin-in-law. The job seems interesting though. The only negative thing about it is that this job has to work on rotating shifts. But if the money is well paid, why not right?

Baby has been accompanying me almost everyday. Feel so blissful! Accompanied him to workshop to collect his car 2 days ago. He's sooooo happy and excited with his new bodykit. Seeing him happy makes me happy too. I see a long road ahead of us. (:

As for today, I woke up almost an hour ago. The weather is so freaking humid! Too hot to sleep even though I on 2 fans? Thanks to the daily morning sun that directly shines my room. Urgh! Gonna add 2 more stuff to my pretty room. First and most importantly, air-conditioner! Secondly will be flat screen television mounted onto my wall! Yippie! My room will be PURRRRFECT by that time. Happy ~

Alright, I've just prepared breakfast for Baby. Gonna wake him up for work now. Adios ~

2010-04-26T02:06:00.000+08:00

COLDDDDDDD. Currently in Kaoshiung now. Everyday non-stop of walking and eating. Can someone just help me?! Heading to Taichung tomorrow then to Tainan, then back to Taipei on the 28th. Back to Singapore on the 29th midnight.

Taipei's weather in the noon is around 18 degrees and 16 degrees at night. Most of the time it's windy. So.. Yeah, it's very cold. As for Kaoshiung's weather, it's hot. I can even perspire in the noon. Cooling in the night though. Wondering how's Taichung and Tainan's weather.

Went to Shilin Night Market, Ximending, Wufenpu and many more in Taipei. Kaoshiung only went to Liuhe Night Market. More comeeeeee. Took hell loads of photos. Will upload in Facebook when I'm back.

Meanwhile, if you wanna contact me, just drop me a message in Facebook or leave me a message in MSN if you have mine. Update you guys more if I have the time.

I miss you. I really do. ♥

2010-03-29T00:59:00.007+08:00

Had a terrible hangover this afternoon. Woke up at 1pm, but the pain was unbearable. Hence, went back to sleep and finally woke up at 5pm. Went to Lookers last night with Qiuming, Ronald, Horsin and his wife. Drank 2 bottles of Martell. I kept losing playing dice game. Each player rolls the dice, if both dices adds up to 7 - pour drinks/liquor; 8 - drink half cup; 9 - drink whole cup. And lady luck wasn't with me. And I keep getting 9. That's how I got drunk. But when playing direction with Ronald, I keep winning. 5-10 wasn't a good one as I'm lagging behind due to the amount of alcohol I consumed.

An hour before closing, Toot Toot came down to look for me from Powerhouse. Thanks girl. I know I made a fool out of myself last night though you stopped me countlessly. Was in super foul mood last night. Thanks for taking care of me last night, guys. Hope you guys understand my feeling.

Saw Elson and Laoshu there too. Was kinda surprised cause before heading to Lookers, I was communicating with Elson in his Facebook comments. Haha! Anyway, I didn't talk much to them too. As they were with their friends. But I guessed that they saw me made a fool out of myself when we were outside smoking after the place is closed. How embarassing. This is the last time I am going to do all these stupid stunts.

Qiuming called me this afternoon when I am still asleep. He claimed that I scratched, beat, pinched him last night. Sorry! And we even took photos too. I wasn't aware of all these! Only remebered that we took a few photos. But it turned out to be more than I remembered. Wtf. Melissa, please stop all these at once!

I will let the photos do the talking now. Photos taken at Lookers. (:

2010-03-27T00:31:00.000+08:00

Alot of things has happened recently. I don't even know where to start from. First time encountered this kind of things. I can say that this period of time is the worst period in my entire life. This I can assure.

Everything doesn't seems to be going smoothly for me in year 2010. Definately a bad start of the Tiger year. And I've done a super uber greatest sin ever. I can never forgive myself. I'm sorry, my angel..

Can never imagine one can change its character just over a night. How scary it can be. But after giving a deep thought to it, I don't push too much blame for the other party too. I guess I'm partly at fault too.

Alright, stop all whining about those stuff. I'm like crazy over techno once again. Is the trend coming back? Since there are so many Sparks event? Haha. Reminiscing those days. Super fun!

Here I'm blasting techno away all night long as I'm not in a very good mood. Anyway, I wanna tell S, sorry for using so many harsh words on you. I didn't mean to; just out of anger.

I'll stop here for now. Gonna study abit before sleeping. Last but not least..

Happy 24th birthday to Jimmy! All the best in your future endeavours! (:

2010-03-24T07:49:00.002+08:00

I suddenly miss you lots, my little angel.

2009-09-29T00:44:00.003+08:00

Updates on Marcus's case

- Court postponed to 6th Nov 09.
- Bail extended for 3 accused.
- 3 pleaded guilty, 1 didn't plead.
- Postponed due to one of the lawyer on MC.

Will update again when I have info.

2009-09-09T01:47:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not updating as I'm quite busy with school stuff. Exam and assignment deadline are around the corner AGAIN. Sigh. Tips will be given by lecturer tomorrow. Saw one of my Simei ITE classmate in school just now. Nice catching up! (:

My birthday is approaching! Hehe. *hint* =Þ

As requested, updates of my brother's case. They supposed to be sentence on 28th August. But after the lawyers discussed with the Judge, they need a longer time frame for further investigation. Currently only 3 pleaded guilty out of 4. The one which did not plead guilty, we have no news of him yet. Will update when I receive info. Sentence postponed to 28th September. Bail extended for all of them.

Will update when I have the time. Sorry guys.

2009-07-23T07:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday wasn't a great day for me. As usual went to school for lecture at 7pm. Cabbed to school today as I'm late due to mom bought dinner back for me. Ate almost half packet of 蛋炒饭 before heading to school. Reached Starhub Centre at 7pm sharp. Saw Kevin at the entrance and went up to class together.

Another hand/fingers breaking session today. Copied hell loads of notes. I really hate this current module - Business Law. So much of essay notes to copy! Yesterday lesson was kinda boring though. Shamus and Kevin accompanied me to buy Ice Mocha Blended from Starbucks during our break time. Kevin lead us one big round. He claimed that he wanna see those 'Sawadee Kup' ladies along Cuppage. Haha. Went back to class aftermath. We're the last 3 to be back from break time.

Shamus bought 2 bananas from Starbucks and consume it in class and was caught by my lecturer. In the midst of the lesson, my lecturer suddenly blurted something. 'Some chickens are eating bananas!' Wtf. It's so rude of him to call us chickens? I don't really like this lecturer. He's kinda rude, show-off and always curse others during his lectures. So what if he holds a PhD? So what if he's addressed as Dr.? No big deal man!

After lesson, went to Orchard Emerald with Bryan, Shamus and Kevin. They went to have their dinner. I just ate a few onion rings and fries. Headed to Acid Bar after that as other of my classmates (Donica, Marilyn Choo, Stella and one more girl whom I forgot her name) were there. Met up with them for some drinks. I drank a bottle of Hoeegarden, Bryan drank a glass of wine, Shamus and Kevin had a glass of some frosted Lychee drink. The liveband there is not bad.

Bryan was later being sabotaged by us. He was called up to dance 'Nobody' by Wonder Girls infront of the stage with 2 other guys. He was like damn shy and reluctant to get up from his seat. But in the end, no choice. He's being called up by the liveband singer. Hahaha! That's funny! I took a video of the whole dance. Will upload it later when I wake up.

Cabbed back with Bryan and Stella as both of them residing in the east area. In fact, 3 of us all reside in Bedok. Lol. Stella alighted first, then followed by Bryan and the last one is me. The fare was around $24 when I reached home.

Washed up after I came home. Couldn't get to sleep after that. Was emo-ing all the way. Cried the shit outta myself for no reason. Just feeling very moody. Partly was due to PMS. Grr. To hell with those emo feelings! I'm going to try to catch some beauty sleep now. It's 7:04am now! Goodness! Ciaoz!

2009-07-11T01:50:00.000+08:00

Got back my Marketing Management exam results. Passed but not with flying colors. To hell with it. At least I have passed! Out of 50 plus students in my class, 15 of them failed. Hence, they need to take the sub-paper for this module.

Just wanna say to that someone: Sorry. I didn't know things will turned out this way. I'm really really sincerely sorry.. I will not forget you no matter what happen. Sigh.. My heart hasn't been feeling good too after that night. I'm truly sorry for all these..

2009-07-02T20:04:00.002+08:00

Ohoh. Yep yep. I know that I have been neglecting my blog since like almost a month ago? Ha. I will just update a short one for today. Actually I am in the midst of revising for my Tourism System exam which is on this Saturday. I will upload some recent photos and let the photos do the talking. (:

Have actually attended Andrew Korkor's (my dearest couz) wedding on the 14th June 2009. The dinner banquet was held in York Hotel. Did not even sleep on the night before. Mummy and I have to go over to his place to have his hair combed. So we left house at around 4:30am, have to reached there before 5am. After combing of hair, he went to pick the bride at 7am. The rest of us was waiting for the buffet to arrive. We are all famished! The newly wed is back just after the buffet arrived not long. Did those traditional stuff like serving of tea to the senior, drinking red date soup and stuff like that. Went back home to catch some rest aftermath.

Slept for like 4 hours only and have to get up to prepare for the dinner. So prepare and left home at 5:15pm. We need to reach the hotel at 6pm as we are the family members of the bridegroom. Yep. Went up to the hotel room once we reached. Waiting for the newly wed to be done and we headed down to the ballroom. Had a beer at the reception area. And I was asked by Eugene that do I rare any goldfishes in my beer. -.-"

Waited for my dear couz Vanessa to arrive. But she is nowhere to be found. So I rang her cellphone, and guess what? She is still in her sweet strawberry land of hers! She can still ask me what time does the dinner starts. I told her 7:30pm. It was already 7pm at that time. In the end, she managed to rush down before the dinner starts. Nice job couz! Vanessa was actually the groom's sister. (:

The top photos were taken during the day. Bottom ones was at the dinner.

Cousins always.

Family photo taken after the sumptuous feast.

Mummy requested to take this photo with her. My great mom always! :D

My couz Joy caught me touching up my make-up.

Taken this back home after the dinner with my webcam.

I caught my dear little Ginger suntan-ing in the kitchen yesterday! Isn't she cute? =Þ

Saw a Miniature Schnauzer pup and a Yorkshire Terrier pup in Pet Safari yesterday at East Point! So adorable!

Kevin, me, Shamus.

Below are my recent photos taken few days back.

I will end this post here now. Gonna have my dinner and continue mugging for Tourism System exam. All the best for this coming exam DipHTM9! Study hard and play hard too!

OH YA, TODAY IS MY 7th DAY OF SMOKE-FREE. (:

2009-06-02T06:12:00.000+08:00

Finally finished my Marketing Management exam and assignment! Yeay! The assignment has been killing everyone. Or in fact, it's killing all our braincells! I have finished it at 3am just now and handed up via email to my lecturer. I only wrote 1600 plus word though requirement is 1500 words. I have nothing much more to add in! Okay! Enough of school work!

Oh, by the way my next module which is Tourism System lecture dates all changed to Thursday instead of the usual Wednesday which was like the previous module. Plus! Every Saturday's lectures extended! Argh! First and fourth Saturdays extended to 6pm; second and third extended to 5:30pm.. Which the official timing for lecture on Saturday is 2pm to 5pm! How sad. ):

I can finally let my hair down. Phew! Might be meeting up with Sam and Winnie for dinner most likely this week. Date not confirmed yet due to my stupid lectures. Hopefully I can pass the MM paper. ): Goodness! I am damn hungry now! It's 6:06am! Thought of cooking noodles, but I don't know what time can I sleep if I really cook. So just kick the idea off. Famished!

Few days back I just realised I took this pic with Elaine. Nothing to do and I went to edit it. Though it's not very nice, but I will still post to let you guys have a peep.

I shall stop here for now. I think I will have the time to update tomorrow as my assignment is done! Haha. Sorry, too happy over it. Hehe. Anyway, last but not least..

Happy 23rd Birthday to Jaden!
May everything goes smoothly for you in the future!

2009-05-31T08:15:00.005+08:00

Finally finished Marketing Management exam! Met Desmond and other classmate in school yesterday at around 4pm plus to revise for exam. Initially meeting them at 1pm, but I overslept. So.. Haha! Yep. Mugging in the study room for 1 hour. After that went to the new shopping centre - Orchard Centre (or was it Orchard Central) and Centrepoint to release our stress for awhile. Went back to school 45 minutes before the exam starts. We sat along the corridor for final revision too. Gosh! Alot of bangalas revising too can! LOL. Still have a few classmates sitting beside us mugging too. They keep complaining it's very hard, hard to memorise and stuff. Very cute. (:

Went into examination room 10 minutes before 7pm. The 2 invigilators gave a short briefing on what we should and should not do. Anyway, my sitting allocation for the exam was RIGHT infront of the projector screen! It's so extreme front can! -.-" Beside me was an indian guy and a malay girl. There are empty seats in between the person sitting next to you. So you won't be able to copy or even plagiarism. Cos there is no way you can see what they wrote. It's way too small at that sitting distance, unless you have some kind of bionic eyes. Haha.

Once I sat down at the seat that I am situated at. I filled up the particulars needed on the cover page of the answer booklet. Straight after the invigilator gave the instruction that we may open the question booklet, the very first thing I did was flipped the question booklet right to the back. Without even taking a glance at the MCQ questions. I am worried and curious what question will it come out for Section C (short essay questions). The first one as asking to give examples of a marco-environment in a organisation, the second question was to define product life cycle. Unknowingly I smiled to myself. Cos I was mugging for this PLC topic just before the exam starts. At the corridor. I was overjoyed!

For the marco-environment short essay, I missed out some factors. And I think I wrote a bit out of point. Argh. But as for the PLC, I even drew diagram and wrote a total of 1.5 pages just for that particular question. Oh, I only wrote 1 page for the marco-environment question. -.-" I came out of the examination room at around 8:40pm. I took around 1 hour 40 minutes to finish and to check through it. As for Section B (true/false questions), I got 1 false, rest true. Haha. Lucky Bryan got exactly the same answers as me! (Bryan, hope our answers are right!) And some others also got 1 false 4 trues.

Everyone after walking out of the room keep start gossip and discussing about the exam. Once I walked out of the room, Elaine sat on the floor and shout out to me, "Ehhh! You got more false or more true ah?" LOL. Her answers are totally opposite of mine. Cos our lecturer did gave us some tips for the true/false section. He said it might be only 1 false all true or vice-versa. So we were all discussing about it even when we are smoking downstairs. Desmond, Shamus and Bryan joined us in this conversation too. Or should I say discussion. Haha. Funny.

After that walked to Plaza Singapura with Elaine, Marilyn, Shamus and Bryan. Cos some of us needs to withdraw cash. Shamus's meeting his friends at The Cathay. Elaine meeting her friend at Plaza Singapura. Bryan and Marilyn heading home. And I am heading to Jaden's birthday celebration at Buddy Buddy Cheers. So all of us went separate ways after that. Except for Marilyn and Bryan shared cab back. Both are staying in the east side.

Reached home from Jaden's celebration at around 4am. The rest of Sing-Guimers headed to Dong Ba and chalet aftermath. Oh well. I will stop here for now. It's bright sky now! I have to get some sleep! Elaine, Shamus and Bryan is meeting up at Singapore Flyer to do assignment. I don't think I am going. I need to make a trip to the library to collect more references for my assignment. Alright, I will try to update again when I wake up. Goodnight peeps!

Anyway, Happy 21st Birthday to Rachel! May everything goes smoothly for you!

2009-05-29T05:27:00.000+08:00

Have been very busy with school work recently. Assignments and more assignments! Grr! Exam is like 2 more days? Argh. It's tiring and stressful! The first module (Marketing Management) is completed. So that's the module that is going to be out for exam. By the way, I have already recovered from my sickness. Now it's mom's turn to fall ill. Sigh. Hope she recovers in no time!

27th of May was mom's birthday and 28th was Uncle Alan's birthday. Never celebrate much for mom's birthday, but we went for dinner near my place. Jaden treated for that dinner. And guess after meal, what did Jaden do? He surprised my mom by buying such a cute little cake. Haha. Yeah, I know it is kinda childish, but its the thought that counts and furthermore, it is a last minute thing. So, yeah..
Below is the photo of the mini cakes. (:

Nothing really happen recently. Just some stressful school work! These is enough to keep me occupy. I hope Saturday can just past with a blink of an eye. But yet fearful too. Sigh. There is more to come. This is just the first module. ):

I will just post some recent photos. Just let the photos do the talking. (: Will update again when my exam is over. Good luck to myself. Lol. Take care peeps!

These were the temperature taken while I was ill. ):

These photos were taken at Mambo before I starts school. Cousins outing. The bottom right photo is Jasmine (Andrew's fiancee and Joy) on dance floor's platform.

Saw my sweetie Jocy in Mambo too! She spotted me first! :D

Me and Joy @ Mambo's toilet.

Me and Elaine in school.

Random photos of me. (Tampines Mall, Grandlink, Keppel Bay)

Update again when I have the time or after my exams. Good luck to all my fellow classmates for the exam. All the best! (:

2009-05-02T04:59:00.000+08:00

Down with fever (38.5ºC), flu and cough. Though sorethroat just recovered. I have lecture tomorrow but no idea whether to go or not. My whole body is damn freakingly weak. Sigh. Anyway, sorry for the updates recently. Nothing much to blog too. Will update when my sickness is better. Sorry peeps!

2009-04-06T22:08:00.003+08:00

Firstly..
I would like to wish 2 sweeties a Happy Birthday!

Happy 23rd birthday, GF!
I Love You !

Happy 21st birthday, Ling Wei!
All the best in your future endeavours! :D

Gotta go now. Going to E!hub for movie with Charles. It has been ages since I last met him! Watching Confession of a Shoppaholic. Aftermath, going Boat Quay to pick Wan Li up from work. Then heading to chill before home sweet home. (: Need to prepare now. Will try to take photos later! :D

2009-04-05T15:03:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the late updates. Has been lazing at home for days. Recently started clubbing quite alot at Boat Quay and Sabai. Reason for going down to Boat Quay is because Wan Li is working at Millions. And for Sabai, the music there is good. Last Friday went down to Dong Ba with Sam, Teck, Alex, Han Feng, Aaron and his girlfriend. Left at 11pm as Sam and I going down to Dbl O. Alex went off with us, he dropped us at Md. Sultan and left home. How sweet of him right. (: Below is some photos of me and Sam taken at Dbl O.

I have the damn craving for movies! Who wanna accompany me for movies?! It has been more than a month plus since I last went. The last movie I watched was Valkyrie, with him. He has came back from Brunei on the 31st of March. But has been busy working after he is back. Sigh. When can I see him again? Sigh. ): Received his text early this morning. He seems to be very busy these few days. But.. Nevermind. I guess I just need some activities to keep myself occupied and not to think too much.

Raining cats and dogs just now! It's pouring like there's no tomorrow, the thunder enjoyed clapping very much, lightning seems to be flashing like hundreds of thousand people doing mass photography! Guess there were about 3-4 thunder claps and lightning flashes just within a minute. The first thunder bang made me and Ginger jumped up with a shocked. Zzz. Even my desk shook whenever the thunder claps. Have a quick glance of the scenary just now. Scary!

Recently met up almost alternate days with Wan Li. Went shopping, clubbing, pubbing, chilling at East Coast Park and more. She is also down with some relationship issues. Girl, do not forget I am just a phone call away. Do not probe on it too much yeah. (: Oh yes. I am gonna start school on the 22nd. Studying at AMPI Kaplan taking Hospitality and Tourism Management. Wan Li accompanied me down to get the registration done. After the registration, as we were walking towards Cineleisure. We met Jeremy. My long ago neighbour. Knew him for like 13 years since then. A very nice guy I should say. No regrets knowing him. (: Below is a photo of Wan Li, Jeremy and myself.

Have been going down to Sabai mostly with Wan Li and other friends. Samuel asked me down last 2 weeks too. Celebrated Jimmy's birthday at Jab 1 and after that head to Sabai too. Haha. Guess I got addicted to that place. It's fun! Nice music! No cover charge! And what's more?! Find it out yourself! Oh, one more thing. I advice all of you, DO NOT ever patronize Resort disco (previously was Home KTV pub @ East Coast Park, above MacDonalds). The ambience sucks! And a bottle of Martell will cost you a bomb! Avoid there if you can. Below is a photo of Sabai.

I have been missing Marcus very badly these few days. Kept looking back at his photos in my computer. He is really a very shy, cute, handsome, boyish looking little brother of mine. Will try to go down to pay him a visit before school starts. Peeps who wants Marcus's address, get it from me by dropping me a email at missymellie@gmail.com. (:

My cute little brother in his hoodie with Jaden at Vienna.

I'm missing you, boy..

2009-03-28T04:44:00.002+08:00

Just came back home from Sabai 45 minutes ago. Kinda high. Hungry at the moment. Munching on nuggets! Yeah, I know it is fattening. But no choice. This is the only edible stuff in my kitchen. Haha. Update again tomorrow! Nights peeps!

2009-03-20T06:58:00.000+08:00

Much apologies for not updating my blog for so long. Have been drinking a lot recently. In fact, I just reached home not even 30 minutes ago from Boat Quay. Went to find Wanli. Went back home together. Hopefully I will update it with all the recent photos later when I wake up. Got to go for now. Very shag. Good night everyone. Sleep tight, sweet dreams. (:

2009-03-12T05:02:00.002+08:00

傑：我還在尋找一個依靠和一個擁抱
誰替我祈禱替我煩惱為我生氣為我鬧

SA: 幸福開始有預兆緣份讓我們慢慢緊靠
然後孤單被吞沒了無聊變得有話聊有變化了

合：小酒窩長睫毛是你最美的記號
SA：我每天睡不著想念你的微笑
SA：你不知道你對我多麼重要
(傑：你不知道多麼重要)
SA：有了你生命完整的剛好

合：小酒窩長睫毛迷人的無可救藥
傑：我放慢了步調感覺像是喝醉了
合：終於找到心有靈犀的美好
一輩子暖暖的好
我永遠愛你到老

SA：幸福開始有預兆緣份讓我們慢慢緊靠
然後孤單被吞沒了無聊變得有話聊有變化了

合：小酒窩長睫毛是你最美的記號
SA：我每天睡不著想念你的微笑
SA：你不知道你對我多麼重要
(傑：你不知道多麼重要)
SA：有了你生命完整的剛好

合：小酒窩長睫毛迷人的無可救藥
傑：我放慢了步調感覺像是喝醉了
合：終於找到心有靈犀的美好
一輩子暖暖的好
我永遠愛你到老
HU...
合：小酒窩長睫毛迷人的無可救藥
傑：我放慢了步調感覺像是喝醉了
合：終於找到心有靈犀的美好
一輩子暖暖的好
我永遠愛你到老
HU...

This is a very nice song too.
The Script - Break Even

I Miss You, Silly..

2009-02-26T03:06:00.009+08:00

Stayed home the whole day. Woke at up 12pm. But went back for a nap of 2 hours at 2pm cos both my eyes were closing as I faced the monitor. Slept till 4+ and continue to do my stuff. He called me this morning at 10:30am telling me that he is going for field camp and will only be back by tomorrow. He told me that he is taking off this Friday, he said he wants to meet me tommorow after he book out. Haha. Hopefully I can get to see him tomorrow. (:

Anyway, while I was doing my stuff in the evening just now, mom ringed me on my mobile. She asked me to go out to the corridor and take a look at the semi-circled rainbow. And yes, I mean a complete semi-circled rainbow. Its so beautiful! I have not seen rainbows for ages! And this is the first time I have seen such a BIG one. How lovely. (:

Isn't it beautiful?

Yawns! I will end this post with a video of the creator of Jumpstyle. Hope you guys like it. =Þ

Patrick Jumpen - The Secret.

2009-02-25T03:11:00.000+08:00

Xiaohei, Weirong and Orjiao went to Bangkok today. Bon voyage. (: Anyway yesterday was Marcus's 49th day. Went to 光明山 to pray him. Woke up at 11:30am when I set my alarm at 10:30am. -.- Bathe and waited for aunt to fetch is over. We left home at around 12.15pm and headed off to 光明山. Reached there at 1:15pm. We were early. As the prayers supposed to start at 2pm. So we go ahead with it first.

I carried a joss stick over to Marcus's urn to inform him that we are here to see him and ask him out to have his lunch. Also told him that the monks are going to do some prayers for him. Aftermath, we head over to the prayer room and waited for the monk to arrive. The monks did a 1 hour prayer for him. I could not hold back my tears in the middle of the chanting. Tears kept flowing down and heart have been aching all the way through. Half way through the prayers, I accompanied grandma to toilet and have a stick.

While on our way back, Uncle Danny called me asking me where is the prayers held. Then I told him the location. Saw him and dad while we were walking back. Dad and I never talk much though. He just asked me whether what course am I taking for the diploma. I just felt that my relationship with dad has drifted apart. And I am closer to mom now. Dad and I have not much topic to talk to. Just felt very lost. Sigh.

Although I have learnt alot of things and learnt to cherish everyone around me after the lost of my beloved brother. But I feels that my life is not that bright and colorful anymore. A very dark patch of cloud has been floating over my head since then. I have been thinking of him every single night before I sleep. He have left me a very nice and memorable memories, right from the first day that he were borned and till the day that I lost him. He will always be my one and only precious brother in my heart. Till the day I lie in the coffin. (:

Anyway after the prayers, we went to Ang Mo Kio central market to have our lunch. Am famished, so I ordered a $3 prawn mee soup. But ended up regretting it cos the taste is bad. Its not appealing at all. -.- But no choice have to finish it up. Headed to Courts after that. Went to see furnitures as I am buying for my room. Aftermath, headed to Tampines Ikea to view more. Noted down alot of stuffs. But not buying it today. Maybe will go with mom and uncle over the weekend. Cos uncle will help me buy the paint color that I want for my room. The color will be Cinderalla (sweet pink). (:

He called me just now. (: Received a sudden SMS from him last night too. Was shocked to receive but yet happy. Hehe. Alright, I am gonna end my post with a photo I took just now at Ang Mo Kio Courts. Going offline and to watch television before sleeping.

My new boyfriend, Steven Gerald! Haha. Just kidding! =D

2009-02-23T23:08:00.003+08:00

Stayed home for the whole of today. Yesterday went to Bugis with Sam and Winnie. Winnie reached at 2pm. I was late, reached around 3pm. When I arrived, Sam was not there yet! Goodness. She was even later than me! Head to Sakae sushi after Sam arrival. We are famished. Three person accumulated a total bill amount of $70 plus.

Took alot of photos after our meal. All kind of dumb poses! Haha. We asked the staffs to help us take a shot of us. The first one took real blurred photos. The second staff who helped us still took blurred photos. We were saying that the staffs here carrys heavy trays so hands tends to tremble. Haha.

After Sakae, head over to Bugis street to shop. Saw Boon Min with one of her friend. Did not call out to her as I am afraid that she does not recognise me anymore. Later on saw Huihui. She stopped me when I am walking in a fast pace to one of the shop as it is closing. So never really talk much to her. After that, took train with Sam and home sweet home. Slept at around 5am last night due to transferring photos from digicam to com. Took a total of 172 photos altogether. -.-

Photo taken at E!hub. This sweety is my Valentine's date this year. She's so beautiful. Envy! Miss ya girl. (:

Went to watch Valkyrie last Saturday. Met him at Cineleisure. But found out all tickets were sold out. Left only those midnight slots. So we bought tickets from the Movie Express self-ticketing booth for a 11:40pm movie at E!hub. Saw some old friends there. They were there for movie too. (: I don't really like it, but he wanted to watch. So.. End up that show! (: The show is nice if you are someone who loves history. Especially Russia histories and Adolf Hilter. (:

These are what I bought from Bugis street. 3 items. 1 off-shoulder top, 1 jumper, 1 white demin jeans. Last but not least 2 lashes..

The diamonds are at the back pockets of the jumper.

Okay. I will end my post here with some photos taken with Sam and Winnie at Bugis's Sakae sushi and Mos burger! I enjoyed my day yesterday. Love ya sweets! =D

Have to go 光明山 tommorow as it is Marcus's 49th day for the prayers. I do miss you lots my lovely brother.. I Love You.

2009-02-14T03:47:00.002+08:00

Yawns. Went out almost the whole day. It's past 3am now and I am here updating my blog when I am god damn shag now. Went out to have lunch then head back home. Suddenly thought of cutting my hair. Wanted to cut it before Chinese New Year. But I do not want to pay the 'peak season price'. Prices shot up due to new year. I wanted to cut my fringe, but I need to rebond if I cut. So was deciding where to rebond. Thought of Jean as she is working at Jean Yip in Century Square. Rang her up and made a appointment at 4 to 4:30pm.

Left home at 4pm and reached there around 4:20pm. So surprisingly, do you know who I saw? Sparks Adrian! The one always with XiaoKelvin. Haha! It has been a long long time since I last saw him. He is one of the Sparks dancers too in those days. So all the while he attended me. Chatted about those days and catching up with him while he is doing my hair.

I finished my rebonding at around around 8pm. Went over to meet XH and gang. Amy was there too. But after that we left her as her friend came to meet her. Went over to Simpang Bedok for l4d. XH suddenly gave me something at 12am while I was playing my game. I was shocked to see the SK paper bag. He patted my head, passed me the gift and wish me Happy Valentine's Day. After he passed me, he went home as he is working later on.

All of them know that he bought this gift for me yesterday. But none of them told me. -.- If I knew it earlier, I will tell him not to buy. Opened up to see after my game. To my surprise, it is a ring with a few diamonds. Zzzz. Just feels guilty accepting his gift. Too expensive gift for me to accept. But anyway, thanks alot, XH. (:

After Simpang Bedok, I headed straight home. Am very shag. But after reaching home, just got the mood for updating my blog. I am very tired now already. Going to bed now. Will end this post with photos taken today. Nights everyone.

Happy Valentine's Day
to all couples and singles. <3

Their "jit bah ban" face. -.-

Gift from XH. Thanks. (:

2009-02-11T12:10:00.002+08:00

Grrr. Woke up at 8.15am this morning by Ginger. She kept pestering me to walk her down after her meal as mom's going out for work and I am still sleeping so sweety in my dreams. -.- Accompanied mom to the bus stop and Ginger did her business on the grass patch near it. Walked her back home 5 minutes after mom boarded the bus cos I am smoking. Haha!

Felt so refreshed after reaching home. Could not get back to sleep anymore. Hence, I am online till now though nothing much to do. Sigh. Fcuk it. I have no mood to blog any further. Will just end his post with some recent photos. Update again when I have the mood to. (:

Taken this few days ago. Lying on bed ~

1. Brokedowned at home.
2. Ginger and me in car on the way for Cino's grooming.
3. Cino in cage on the way for grooming.
4. Ginger lying down on a cooling floor at my aunty's house.
5. Suntanning after her bathe!
6. Lying down on Nique's bed.
7. Brokedowned and this Martell accompanys me!

2009-02-10T16:17:00.001+08:00

I've learned...
That you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them..

2009-02-06T18:40:00.002+08:00

Today is the second court hearing of Marcus's case. I forgot the first hearing was on when. But it is like two weeks back. Last hearing they postponed it to today 10am. But we reached at around 9.45am. We required to queue to get it. The queue is not short though. We queued from 9.45am to 10.30am. Cos they only allow limited people in due to limited seats. -.-

Once we are able to enter, we sat and waited for the case to be called. But after we sat for like 1 hour, the court adjoured. Interval time. So my uncle went to ask the police in the court that when will the case be heard. He told us we have already missed it. So we went to the "Records and Information" counter to ask when is the case postponed to. We were told that it was postponed to 20/02/2009, Court 26, 9am.

I was like damn bloody angry can. I was yearning to see those fcuker's face today. I wanted to see who cries today. But we have actually missed it! Wtf. I think the case was reveal when we was queueing to go in. Oh. By the way, I saw Ah Boon in court too. Its has been years since I last saw him. He came for his friend's hearing in the same court. (:

After asking the postponed date and time, we headed off to People's Park market to have our lunch. Ordered duck rice and share among 6 people. Quite tasty but just that a little too salty. Chit chatted until 1pm plus, uncle went back home, we sent aunt home. After that we went to ITE Bedok (my brother's school) to do some paper work for his school's insurance. Aftermath, home sweet home.

Was online after reaching home. But went to take a nap after half an hour. Could not take it anymore as both of my eyes were closing. Last night went to lie on my bed at 2.30am. But tossed and turned in bed. Only able to fall asleep at 4.30am. I could not get to sleep. Just do not know why. Insufficient sleep for me last night that causes me to take a afternoon nap today.

I shall stop here for now. Will update you guys again soon. Take great care of yourself, really. The feeling of losing someone close to you is damn fcukin' sucks. So treasure each and everyone around you. (:

2009-01-26T21:05:00.001+08:00

恭喜发财万事如意
心想事成身体健康
年年有余龙马精神
恭贺大家牛年行大运！

Wishing everyone a happy prosperous new year ahead!

2009-01-13T18:08:00.002+08:00

In loving memories of Marcus Siah Wui Xiang

Marcus, today is your 7th day.. Why didn't you came back home last night? We were all waiting for you to be back.. We've prepared all your favourite food.. I'm not sure whether 姨妈 saw that footprint belongs to you.. I even on the com and Luna Online for you.. Did you came back last night?

I'll visit you whenever I'm free k? I'll buy more stuffs and money for you.. (: You're always be beloved loving cute little brother.. And I mean, always. (: You're always be missed and remembered by us..

My beloved brother.. May you rest in peace ya? Don't need to worry about Mummy k? I'll take care of her.. You just have to rest in peace and 好好上路..

I Love You.

2008-11-28T13:37:00.003+08:00

2008-10-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

I am on half day leave today. Baby came to fetch me from work as he did not go to work today. Fortunate him. He slept until 10am today! How I wish I can sleep till so late.. Hmm. Cabbed to work today. 13 bucks for the cab fare. Reached office at 8am sharp. I have nothing much to do as all my work is locked in the safe box. Need to be kept in safe as there are product samples attached to those documents. If its gone, I will have to pay for it.

Surfed web till around 8.20am when Tina (HOD) came in. I told her that I have to take half day leave today. Without any hesitation, she approved my leave. But she told me to inform earlier in future if I have to take any leave. Oops! Hehe.

Baby brought me to a 肉骨茶 stall along Arab street to have our lunch. It uses herbal soup instead of those heavy peppered soup. Not that bad though. Went to Auto Megamart to view cars as Baby is planning to buy a car. Walked till my leg feels that it's gonna break anytime. So tiring.

Alright, gonna surf youtube awhile and I am off to bed. Good night everyone! (:

2008-10-07T16:47:00.001+08:00

Hello all! Have not been blogging for the past few days. Do not have time for me to do extra things over the past few working days. Work has been very very busy and I am always lack of sleep. Sigh. Dread those time when I pulled myself up from bed in the early morning for work. Doh. Nothing much happened over the last weekend. Saturday went to Pirate King's BBQ event. Aftermath, went over to Safra Yishun Party World with Baby, Sam, Tecky and Alfred. Sunday went to catch a movie called Eagle Eye. A 120 minutes movie. That was real boring. *Yawns*

Was very busy yesterday at work. Doing those Mass orders for Christmas festival, sorting out products, typing OD, etc. Yawns. I was busy till 6pm yesterday. Not only that, I came to office at 8.05am today. Came in and nap for around 10 minutes or so when my HOD walked in and I woke up. Was damn freaking sleepy. I went for the "Know more about our products" course in the meeting room at 9am. Was actually slightly late as I am doing my things not noticing the time. I walked in around 9.o5am, the last one who arrived. But luckily no one question me. Hehe.
The trainer was a retail manager I guess. Friendly though. (:

Went for lunch at 12 noon sharp. Went with those girls who have also just join the company. Went to Techlink to have our lunch. I ate Roasted Duck Drumstick Noodles. *Slurps* After lunch, back to office to continue the course. It finally ended at 2.45pm. Hell. I was so cold and sleepy in the meeting room. Jason, the trainer, actually said that today's course will end at 5pm. And I was like, "Huh?! WTF?!" 9pm to 5pm? That's sick yea! But luckily he said he squeezed all topics together and move it on fast. And at last ended at 2.45pm.

My HOD asked me to took pictures of the festival bear yesterday, and I took it with my handphone. Photoshoped it cos she wants a white plain background. Took some random precious stones while I was packing the stones too. And please notice how ~~messy~~ is my desk!

Oh! 1 more thing! I broke my PSP freestyle top score for DJ Max! Current top score is now 20069!

Christmas festival bears.

My PSP.

DJ Max.

Top score - 20069! :D

The few gems we are selling. I love the purple and blue one. (:

Random photos ~

My working desk.

See how busy I am yesterday! ):

2008-09-29T10:19:00.001+08:00

Hello people! Hmm. How I spent my last weekend? Let me think.. Oh! Went to Dong Ba after work on Friday. It caused me to spend $13 cabbing down due to the jams and peak hour charges. Doh. Alright, upon reaching I saw Baby walking out to "welcome" me in. Haha! Drinked till 11pm plus and we headed to Rivervale plaza to buy some fries and drinks from MacDonald and went down to Sam's house void deck. Slacked for around 20 minutes and we headed home. Damn tiring.

On Saturday, I have been woken up by Baby's call. He called from work asking me to check the price and availability for the show - Painted Skin at Gold Class (VivoCity). Baby, me, Xiong and his girlfriend have not tried the Gold Class before. Checked and call him back for the pricing and availability. $30 per person. But I can say that it's really worth it. Luxurious seats and nice, cosy ambiance. Movie wise, quite touching. (: After movie, we went to do some shopping. Girls went to Forever 21, Zara and Esprit. While the guys went to Esprit and other shops. I bought 1 long-sleeve top from Forever 21. Did not try on the spot as the queue for the fitting room is damn long. And I do not want them to wait too long either. But when I try it on after reaching home, it is too fitting. Should get the M size. It is stretchable, so I guess I can wear it and I bought S. -.- If I have got no time to bring back to exchange, I might be giving it to my cousin. ): After shopping, went to Vivo's foodcourt to have our dinner. Aftermath, cross over to Sentosa to slack for awhile at the island opposite Palawan Beach. Headed home at around 11pm plus.

The entrance to the Gold Class cinema. There is a lounge inside too. Great ambiance?

Our movie tickets.

On the bridge over to the small island opposite Palawan Beach @ Sentosa.

Oh! I came in office this morning and my colleague found out that the fish tank's plant grew tiny water droplets on the leaves! Cool uh? There are even droplets found on plant in office! Not any outdoor places! Hehe. Interesting.

One of the leaves.

Another droplet.

This is the plant which the water droplets are found.

Hmm. I just cam-whore a bit just now when I just came into office. Hehe. Not much but only 2. Alright. I am just being bored. Apologies for the sleepy faces. Yawns!

Below are some random photos:-

Internet speed 100Mbps in office. @.@

The banana I ate after lunch on Friday. ^^

My engagement ring?

Baby said he have not seen before this TV in cabby. So I took one pic for him!

On the way to Vivo City.

2008-09-24T17:27:00.003+08:00

I am very very busy for the whole of today in office. Busy until no time to doze off also. Haha. Nothing much to blog today. As promised I will post my photos of my chalet next my next post, here it is. But I can't possibly post it all out here as there are way too many photos. Click here to view those chalet photos. Thanks guys and girls for coming! I love you guys! I am very contented of my birthday celebration this year. (:

2008-09-23T10:13:00.000+08:00

Very very tired. Just reached office not long ago. Had a long weekend. Took leave on Friday (19/9) to check in chalet at Coasta Sands (Downtown East) as it is my birthday. Checked out chalet on Sunday (21/9) morning. Intended to go work the next day though very shag. But sprained my left leg on Sunday afternoon. Hence, took a day off on Monday. Sigh. This year 21st birthday I should say that I am very happy, on the other hand, very disappointed too. Let it be. Let the bygones be bygones.

Took few a number of photos during chalet. I forgot to bring my thumbdrive to work today. But will promise to upload it tomorrow. On the first day, Tecky and Philip came to help us with the moving of stuff. It is damn heavy. 1 big tub of marinated wings, 1 bag of marinated squids and prawns, 2 big bags of charcoal, 6 bottles of 1.5 litres soft drinks, utensils, 2 rice cookers, 1 radio, etc. Imaging if they did not come to rescue us. Haha.

First night of the chalet was extremely busy. I got a total of like 30 plus people including family and friends to entertain. Baby helped me to entertain too. After serving them, entertaining them, after cutting cake, here comes the nightmare. I brought 2 bottles of Martell. They keep asking me to drink those cups which were poured by themselves. And it is all very thick. -.- I got quite high and vomitted after a few rounds of games. They kept making me confused (cos I am already drunk) and end up I drank cos I lost the game. Wtf. Ah Hai and Ah Tank came down quite late with their wives due to their work. Ah Tank's baby is cute! Can't resist it! Haha. Okay, after vomiting, I felt quite awake already. Went to open up all my presents and red packets. Got a Anna Sui table cosmetic box, a Mont Blanc perfume, another branded perfume (don't know how to spell), 3 handbags, a Adidas tee, a heart-shaped keychain and the rest is red packets. Will upload photos in my next post. (: Baby, me, Alfred, Tecky, Philip and Adeline stayed over for the night.

Second day, we were all woken early in the morning by Miss Samantha. You know what she did? On the first night, she promised and ensured Baby that she will reach chalet early in the morning before 10am. And she really did slammed and banged the door early in the morning while we were all still sleeping very soundly. She came in and talk loudly, play her noisy PSP, on the lights, just to distract us from our sleep. The thing I don't understand is, why don't she open the curtain to let the bright sunlight shine onto us rather than thinking all ways to distract us from our sleep. LOL. Silly girl. But she need to thanks her for coming so early to accompany us. Hehe. After we woke up to wash ourselves, we went to Downtown East food court to have our 'branch', meaning breakfast cum lunch. Aftermath, headed down to Escape Theme Park. I have 4 complimentary admission tickets for either Escape Theme Park or Wild Wild Wet. I am dying to go Wild Wild Wet rather than Escape. But unfortunately, Wild Wild Wet is closed for the whole of September for their annual maintenance. Sigh! So Baby, me, Sam and Tecky went to Escape Theme Park. We sat the 2 types of go-kart (single-seater and double-seater) and some other games. Sam and I is loving the single go-kart alot! We wanted to sit the second time, but the sight of the queue is killing us. So so so long! Faints. Went back at around 2.30pm and headed to NTUC to buy more food. Ah Hai joined us at night after his work. Ate and drank till almost 2am and all of us headed to bed.

Last day was damn tiring. Firstly, Tecky's handphone rang but no one went to answer it. Fine. After awhile, the chalet's phone rang! I jumped up to answer the call, the operator told me that the check-out time is 10.30am. It is 9.30am at that moment. Shouldn't you told us during our check-in? After answering the call, I went back to bed, tossed and turned until 10am. Went out for a smoke and get ready packing all our stuffs. Imagine when you have not enough sleep, feeling damn irritated, still need to pack and wash your stuff. How frustrating it is! Grr! Checked-out at 10am. Went to have MacDonalds for breakfast. I treated them as they really helped me a lot throughout the chalet period. Thanks guys and girl! (: Aftermath, sent Philip and Adeline to take a cab home. The rest of us went to the new E!Hub to walk awhile before heading home. Baby drove them home. (:

As for yesterday (Monday), I did not go to work due to the spraining of my left leg. Went to see the chinese physician on Sunday night. The sinseh rub my leg with all her might can! I kept holding on very tightly on to the bed beside me. Tears nearly rolled down my cheeks. But I just tried my best to control it. After all those rubbings, she wrapped my leg like a dumpling. ): I feel that it hurts more after she rubbed my leg. Cries. Until now, my leg still hurt lots.

Oh ya. My TP is actually on Wednesday (24/9) need to be cancelled as I can't drive in this condition. Baby let me drove on Sunday night, from Hougang to SengKang. After I drove, my leg is shaking vigorously without me controlling it. Sigh. I am afraid that I need to wait till January for my next test date. ): Alright, I don't wanna blog too much too. Will post photos in the next entry. Tags replied below. (:

daw ➭ Thanks gf! Hehe. (:

ShiFerEr ➭Thank you thank you ~ Thanks for coming to my chalet!^^
No-mercy ➭ Hello Aden. (:
raymond ➭ Ohh. Icic.
lisa ➭ Its okay.

2008-09-16T12:00:00.008+08:00

Belated 30th month anniversary to my Baby! I Love You ~

I am yawning, yawning and yawning away since morning! Feeling very lethargic today. Not in the mood to work. Tuesday blues. Haha. Have not blog for a few days as I have nothing much to blog. Working in the morning, going back home after work - this is my daily routine. Lifeless? My working hours are not short. 8.30am to 6pm. 9.5 hours and lunch time is only 45 minutes. Grr. But I am fortunate to have a nice boyfriend who fetches me to and fro from work. Muacks!

Nothing much to do now. SMS-ing with my GF(Daw) now. Unfortunately, she can't log onto any messenger service websites and her MSN messenger has been blocked. Poor girl. She only have a phone to communicate with others. Haha. Saw Niya's 6th month photo. She looks so adorable! So chubby! Hehe.

Oh god. My eyes are really closing. Neck is aching. Can someone massage me?! Oh ya. I have bought all my BBQ stuff for my chalet. I spent a total of $189 in Sheng Siong supermarket. But that excludes alcohol. Bought prawns, chicken wings, hotdogs, cheesy hotdogs and squids. The damn squid really freak me out. While I was clearing and prepare to marinate the squids, I peel off the skin, I feel that the body hardness is different from others. This particular one was much harder. When the body was cut open, I freakishly scream. Saw 2 fishes inside the body with the size of my middle-finger each. I hate/scare raw fishes! So squishy! Yucks! And I seriously very afraid of clearing those squids. Especially the body and the head part where we need to remove the EYES and TEETH of the squids.

I am very eager to smoke now. But.. Sigh. Just tolerate for 1 more hour. ): Don't know whether to meet Xiuzhen later for lunch. Will MSN her later. The food at this area are almost the same. Sick of those food. My period came yesterday. Tummy is so damn bloody pain. Can't even drink cold drinks. Sigh.

Oh. Anyone of you know how to solve this problem? Or anyone what is the cause of this problem. Please tell me. Thanks!

Alright, will stop here for now. Will update again if I have the time later after lunch. Will end here with some recent photos.

**EDITED**
[- Action: Removal of pic. Reason: Doesn't want pic to be up. Requested by: Sam -]

Damn ucler on my tongue. Damn pain! ):

My desk in office.

The wallpaper on my desktop. (:

The background of my handphone.

2008-09-12T14:50:00.006+08:00

I am in deep shit this time round. My don't have any slots for driving lessons this weekend as my instructor is fully booked. And worst still, his car has been hit by other vehicle, and he need to bring it to workshop this coming Monday to repair it. So, I need to wait earliest by Tuesday then can have my lesson. Left 12 more days to my TP. What the f*ck! Sigh.

Tonight might be going dinner with Tecky, Shuwei, Yishen, China Alex, Baby, Uncle Ben and his family at Whampoa. I don't really know where is the place. I don't even know where is Whampoa. Is it near Bendemeer? Hmm. Tecky suggested after dinner head to Dong Ba to drink. Since Baby is so shag working outside the whole day, I doubt he will agree to it. Haha. Let's see. ;)

大姐's (boss) birthday is on next Tuesday. But we celebrated for her today as she is flying off to Hong Kong for some jewel exhibition for a week plus. Ate her birthday cake just now. Whoa. Delicious. It is actually chocolate cake and some layers of mint. Yummy! :D 大姐，生日快乐！

Have been busy since morning. Had just finish all my work stuff. Sigh. Nothing much to do now. Oh. Mummy's flying to Bangkok tomorrow with Aunty Jennifer. Will be coming back on Monday.
2 of my colleagues (Chia-Chi and Gao Yan) just flew to Bangkok last night. They are staying at the new hotel - Baiyoke Boutique Hotel. My mom says it's not bad. New and clean. It is located just beside Baiyoke Sky Hotel (tallest building in the whole of Thailand, the tallest hotel in Southeast Asia and the third-tallest all-hotel structure in the world, with 673 guest rooms.) at Rajprarop Road. Haha. Maybe can try staying there the next time we go Bangkok. (:

I have been wanting to go Taiwan. But just heard from friends that the things there are very expensive. The same thing you found in Taiwan, Singapore has it too. But the prices over there are more expensive than Singapore. 1 piece of 阿麽 blouse costs SGD 250! Can you belive it?! Prices are from Ximending (西门町). I still thought of going there to shop. Haha!

I am currently feeling very very sleepy. Keep dozed off infront of my computer. Think I am gonna stop here for now. Take care guys. (:

My car. <3 ~

This is just a small part of Bill Gate's house. Beautiful?

2008-09-09T17:00:00.002+08:00

Met Xiuzhen and her colleague for lunch today. They brought me to a canteen located on the second storey of a building which I never go before. But the food there taste not bad. Still edible. =X

Oh ya! Know something? I have a colleague who have been knocked down by a car this morning outside the office's gate when coming to work. Bosses rushed down to the scene. I am not very sure how is the scenario like. But I heard from my other colleagues that the car has a dent and some spillage of coffee on the car. Heard that the car was cruising quite fast. Initially the car was in the centre of the road, but it came nearer and nearer to the kerb where pedestrians always used to cross the road.

1 of my colleague saw the whole incident. She said after being knocked by the car, she flew up and fell down to the ground. Holy shit! I really can't imagine how is the whole accident like. There wasn't any blood strains, but she was sent to Changi hospital immediately. The coffee on the car was actually held on my colleague's hand while she was crossing the road. Upon reaching office, Baby alighted me outside my office. At that time, the ambulance wasn't there anymore. But we saw a TP officer standing outside my office. And Baby saw a guy whose hands are on his head, looking very stressed.

When the news passed around in the afternoon, I get to know that she need an operation. She is quite a pretty lady. What a pity. May she have a speedy recovery. God bless.

Another unlucky thing was, Baby got a summon letter for throwing a cigarette's butt on to the ground after I was back from buying breakfast for him. Sigh. In the afternoon, he called me.

Me: Hello darling!
Baby: "You said you fell down at Pulau Ubin before right?"
Me: Ya. Why?
Baby: "You really damn heng. There's 1 fellow died."
Me: Fell from riding bicycle too?
Baby: "Ya. This is not the first case already."

Really a unlucky day today. Why things are happening to the people around me? Oh. And when I was walking towards the canteen during lunch. I nearly tripped and fell. Due to my heels stuck in the drain's "grill" on the floor. But I managed to balance myself avoid falling.

Nothing much to blog. Will end this post with some random photos.

The key chain that Baby gave me. A bridegroom and a bride. (:

The 4 items that is a must to bring when I go out. 5 items including hand phone.

The night view of Punggol end.

*Twistttt*

Dreaming of you..

*Oops!*

Kisses reserved by Baby at all times!

My department office.

My right foot. 2nd toe nail counting from left came off.

A closer view of my nail-less toe. =X

My left eye.

Last Friday went dinner with my mom at Tampines. Saw this Hayabusa with graffiti.

Another angle of the Hayabusa.

2008-09-05T09:13:00.008+08:00

WHAT THE FCUK HAPPENED TO ME TODAY?! I forgot to bring TONS of things today! Firstly, forgot to charge Baby's ~~PSP~~ last night. Secondly, forgot to bring Baby's ~~trousers~~ in a bag. Thirdly, forgot to bring my ~~HANDPHONE~~. Am really damn fed up with myself today! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH ~ Am going back home to get my phone during lunch time later. Guess I have to push away Xiuzhen's lunch appointment. Thought of cabbing home to and fro. But it's a heavy sum. So I think I will just take a bus home, and if time allows me to take bus back then I will take a bus back again. If time constraints, then maybe cab back to office. SIGH! I need to make many phone calls today.. And this happened to me! I don't have the mood to work now. Guess I'll be able to work properly only after lunch when I took back my phone. ): Or maybe I'll just take a bus back cos my immediate superior is back to Malaysia, so won't be coming in today. Alright! I will be back again to blog after lunch. No mood to blog further now. Cos this is the second time I forgot to bring my phone since the day I started working here. =.="

THE OBLIVIOUS ME.

P.s Sorry girl. Will lunch with you on Monday. Free can ask me out too. (:

2008-09-04T16:45:00.000+08:00

*Phew* Finally finished doing my work. Time flies fast today! I prefer to do things than sitting here surfing net. Time pass damn slow. Oh god. Baby is going to Lunar tomorrow for his company's event. ): Can't accompany me go out. Due to this, I booked my driving lesson tomorrow at 6.30pm. Will go straight after work.

Baby's bluetooth earpiece spilled by water. Just brought it to repair it 2 months ago. Now need to repair it again. The earpiece now cant listen clearly. *Sayang baby* Baby.. I am missing you! ):

And.. Oh yah! I am lucky to work at this new area - Kaki Bukit. Guess who worked in this area? Shuwei left Sing-Gium and worked here. His office is just behind me! Same as me! Raymond from Sing-Gium also has an interview at Kaki Bukit this coming Saturday! And know who I saw during lunch time today? I saw my secondary school bestie - Xiuzhen! So happyyyyy! Last since her was like when I am 17 years old? That was 4 years ago! Yeay! I have a smoking and lunch kaki in future! Hehe! Her office is just behind me too! :D

Whoa! It is already 4.44pm now! 1 hour 16 mins more to knock off work! Hehe. Nothing to do now since I have finished doing all my stuff. I am looking forward for Baby to fetch me later so that I can see him! Hehe. Love him so much ~

2008-09-01T15:18:00.000+08:00

Aloha. I am currently in office now. Having Monday blues! Teresa is on leave today. Which means I am the only admin staff around for today. Helped my department manager to photocopy around 21 diamond pendants which were just manufactured from supplier, designs are from our designers.

Nothing much to do today too. Photocopy and open 2 OD, that's all. Am browsing some Japanese magazines now. Their clothes and bags are damn beautiful! Their fashion trends is still the best. Some clothes from Japan worn in Singapore, others might look at you from head to toe as if you came from outer space. Doh.

Gonna browse another Japanese magazine again. This time I wanna 'ViVi'. This magazine have lots of fashion, make-ups, skincare advices. Nice! But unfortunately, they are all in Japanese. Can't understand what they are saying. But I will just look at photos. :D

Sigh. I SMSed darling from morning till now. He doesn't seems to reply a single message. Is he busy? Trying to avoid me? Or something else? I am so restless today. Never talk much to my colleagues too. What's happening to me? Or I am just thinking too much? Grrrr. Nevermind, don't bother about me. I am going to continue reading my magazine.

Take care guys. Darling, I Miss You.. <3

2008-08-27T16:20:00.000+08:00

Oops! I dozed off at work! Just woke up! Think I fell asleep for around 5 to 10 minutes. My god. Can't believe that I can still sleep in this big company. -.- I am really very very bored. Network was down this morning from 8.30am to at around 12 noon. Finally network was up at noon, was really stare at blank spaces and read magazine again to wait for them to fix the network.

Not much work today. Just open 2 OD, that's all for the whole morning. It is already 4.10pm now. Don't know whether will I still have any work to do. Sigh. I am now reading 'Her World' magazine. Browsed throuhgh the pages and found 1 LV bag damn nice! Its a glossed surface and the shape is like a bun. So cute! It comes in the colour of Black, Red and Maroon, if I am not wrong. But I am in love with the Red one. :D

Who will buy me presents on my birthday? ): I have invited a few of my colleagues from my department to my birthday chalet. Only 3 can make it i think as the other 3 is going overbroad for some work issue. The 3 girls who can make it are all foreigners. Haha. 1 malaysian, 1 taiwanese and 1 chinese. Interesting eh? LOL.

Tonight accompanying Baby to Xiong's father temple to pray. I suggested to go straight after work. Was thinking, if we go home to bathe and have our clothes changed, buy those necessities for praying, travel to the temple, pray, talk cock awhile and go home. Imagine what time will we be back home then? That is the reason why I suggested to go straight there after work; save time. (:

Alright, I will pen down now. Going to jot some reminders for myself in case I forgot what I wanna do tomorrow and what to buy for the praying later. Take care guys! I miss baby! <3

2008-08-26T14:26:00.000+08:00

Hello guys! Grrr. I am so bored now at work. Done finished all my stuffs. I have nothing to do now. Surf web till bored, surf until nothing to surf anymore. Haha. Boringggg! I wanna take-5! Since the day I have started working here, I realised that I have no time to smoke during working hours. Can only smoke before work, lunch time and after work. That's all. T_T Grrrr ~ Really boring ah! Helpp! Darling SMSed me just now saying that he have just woke up from nap in his car. I love him calling me 'baby' ~ Its just simply sooooo sweet! I'm loving it! Hehe. Have a sudden feeling of missing Sing-Gium staffs and environment. I miss those ClusterFuckers! Really enjoyed those times with them during those times in Sing-Gium. No worries! We can always meet up to have some drinks and mahjong session! Hehe. (: Hmm. Feel like sleeping now as I just had my lunch not long ago. *yawns* I continue to do some websurfing. See ya guys. I miss baby darling! Muacks!

2008-08-25T22:08:00.002+08:00

Hello guys! Today is my first day of work in SooKee Group. Hmm. Work was wasn't that bad though. Official time for starting work is 8.30am, but I reported earlier at 8.15am today. Don't wanna leave a bad impression on the first day of work. Upon reaching, went up to the receptionist to report for work. I was told to look for the lady in the HR department. But I forgot her name. So the receptionist ask me to wait at the reception area.

Waited for around 5 minutes, the HR lady came down to escort me to my department. Met my partner which I will work together with her in future. Her name is Teresa. She is a Malaysian. Quite pretty I would say. She brought me round the whole office. First, she brought me to 4th storey to meet the HR department staffs, secondly, brought me to 2nd storey to meet the Marketing staffs, then the diamond sorting staffs and so on. Oh my, lots of names to remember.

I did nothing for the whole of today as my PC has not install the program yet. Only used Teresa's PC to open 2 DO and other paper work. I need to learn a lot from this company as I don't even have the least experience in jewelery industry. Office environment wise is quite cosy. Admins are working closely with designers. I guess I am the only Singaporean in my department. 2 malaysians, 2 chinese, 1 taiwanese, another one I am not sure of her nationality. Anyway, nice to meet you guys. (:

Am pondering about how am I going to take my driving lesson since I have already started work? And how about my TP in September? Do I have time for my lessons? Which means I can only have lesson on weekends. That's too little! Sigh. I only have less than a month to my TP date. Any solution? ):

My birthday is reaching less than a month too. Will be celebrating in Downtown East chalet. Family and friends are welcomed to my birthday celebration. (: Will update you guys on the details of the chalet at a later date. Alright, gonna stop here for now. Need to sleep early tonight as I am working tomorrow. Good night everyone! :D

2008-08-13T18:24:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOD! Met up with Sam last Saturday at a residents' corner near her place. We bought MacDonald over to eat. As we were chatting, there is this small boy cycle over to Sam and ask her, "Aunty, 现在几点, huh?" Sam was stunt for a moment until she replied the small boy. She was so shocked that someone actually called her "Aunty". LOL. Darling and I was laughing our arse off. Haha!

Recently nothing much happened. Only going for my driving lesson everyday. But did not went for lesson today as I intended to wake up early in the morning to buy newspaper to look for job. But unfortunately, I woke up at 10am. That was already god damn late for me to buy the papers. Just as I knew, went down to the convenient store, there isnt any Straits Time left. Left with only like one or two copies of Newpaper. So I didnt buy any.

Headed to 'kopitiam' to get myself and Darling's mom our lunch. Saw a bundle of Newpaper there, decided to get one copy to try my luck. Once I reached home, I flipped open the Newpaper to the Classified page. Luck wasnt with me today. Looked under 'Admin' column. There are only 6 choices for me. All is either at the other far end of Singapore or job which needs to handle accounts. Aint good at accounting though. Will be waking up early tomorrow for job hunting again.

Oh. Snowy has sent me those photos taken during our East Coast Park trip. She only have those photos which she took at the hawker center. Will upload some photos in this post. Am going to catch a Movie - 12 莲花, with Darling at 7.15pm today. Gonna prepare for now. Ciao!

East Coast Park's hawker center.

Fireworks taken on National Day.

Another beautiful scene.

Ah Xiong and Darling at Dong Ba.

Our beers.

We ordered 3 towers and 1 jug! -.-

On the way for dinner during National Day.

My cute lovely little darling Ginger!

Ginger's favorite toys!

2008-08-04T11:17:00.010+08:00

Hello! I am at my Bedok house now. Darling and I came over to Bedok home to stay overnight yesterday. Going back to Hougang home tomorrow. Yesterday met Mummy and Uncle Alan at Mount Pleasant vet. Brought Ginger for her follow-up appointment. Doctor says she is doing good! But still found a mite on dont know which part of her body. Sigh. Hopefully it will be fully gone. But her skin problem is getting much better! Feel happy for her! :D

After seeing the vet, we drove home to put Ginger at home. Instead, my brother followed us to dinner. We followed Uncle Alan returned the van to my uncle that they borrowed. After returning, Mummy, Marcus and Uncle Alan hopped onto Darling's car and we headed to Kovan's Hong Kong Cafe for our dinner. 5 person ate around $80 plus. But was real full. Aftermath, headed to Tampines Courts and Giant. Damn. My brother found a cellphone there! Lucky him! He gave the cellphone to Darling as his cellphone is a bit faulty. So nice of him ya? LOL. Darling and I shopped at Giant, ended up the total amount of our stuff came up to $80 plus. Oh no. We have overspent yesterday! Save save save! Went home after finished buying our stuff at Giant.

Had my second driving lesson last Saturday at 9.30am. But I was late. I reached at 9.50am. So I had only 1 hour to drive, cos he have another student after me. Went home after lesson to wait for Darling to come back from work. After he came back, we went to pass Stanley his PC. I have finishing reformatting his PC on Friday night. After passing the PC, we headed down to Eunos MRT to pick Sam, Tecky and Winnie. Aftermath, go straight to East Coast Park. Met Snowy at East Coast Park's MacDonald. Saw Alex and his gang there too. The rest of us went to have lunch at MacDonald except for Darling and I. We just have a cup of drink each, cos we have already taken our lunch before passing the PC to Stanley.

After finish eating, it was around 4 plus. Headed to the kiosk for renting blades and bicycle. Sam brought her own blades from home, Snowy and I rented blades, Darling and Tecky rented bicycle and Winnie had chosen to jog. Whoa! It is cheap at that kiosk beside the Bowling Centre. $7 per hour. It is stated "Rent 1 hour, free 1 hour". Meaning that $7 for 2 hours, $3.50 per hour. Isnt that cheap?

We bladed and cycled from MacDonald to jetty. As discussed earlier, we are going to meet Winnie at the jetty as she is jogging alone. Weather is windy that day. So, it was a cooling day at the beach. We took about 20 minutes to reach the jetty from MacDonald. Just cycle and blade leisurely at our own pace. After reaching jetty, we rested quite awhile and busy cam-whoring. Winnie told us that she knows how to blade during her youth days. But Sam lend Winnie her blades, she couldnt even manage to blade properly, so those of us who know how to blade taught her. Bought some drinks and here come Alex. He came to look for us at the jetty. Rested for about 30 minutes, we decided to head back to the kiosk as our time is almost up. Alex went back with us. But he is heading back to the hawker to join his friends as we continue our journey back to the kiosk. Snowy and I exceeded the time by 30 minutes but luckily the guy didnt charge us extra. Haha!

Snowy went back home after our blading session as she was feeling unwell. So we hailed a cab for her outside MacDonald. Waited for Winnie to wash up herself, and she came to join us. We went up to Darling's car and squeezed all our brain juice just to think where to go after that. After deciding, we headed to Old Airport hawker to have our dinner. Winnie went to 'ta bao' dinner for her boyfriend. After eating, she took a cab back to her boyfriend's place. The rest of us decided to head to Yishun Safra Party World. We called Alfred and Snowy to join us too as they residing at Yishun. We sang from 11pm to 3am. It was quite fun though. (:

Snowy has departed Singapore. Hope she did enjoyed her stay here. (: I am gonna post some photos taken at East Coast Park and Party World. Going to prepare for my driving lesson soon. Going to be a busy day for me today. After lesson, I need to go down to MacPherson to get Darling's bluetooth repaired. Aftermath, need to head down to Sing-Gium office get only ONE stupid monitor cable! Grrrr. ><"

Winnie, Snowy, Me, Sam.

The bladders and a runner.

My Darling doesnt wanna take photo, so he volunteered to take this photo for us.

Winnie and I.

Sam and I.

The drinks and tidbits we had in Party World. (:

Alfred is caught on candid camera!

Tecky and Sam are singing duet. :D

2008-08-01T20:26:00.002+08:00

Hello guys! I just went for my FTT e-trial and test this morning. I got a shocked when I saw the results for the trial. First set I got 88.0% and second set I passed and got it 96.0%. One passed and one failed. Am very worried that I will not pull through the actual test. But miracle happened! I passed! So happy and relieved! I really never expect it to pass. Hehe!

After my test, I went for my very first driving lesson. I was so nervous yet excited. My instructor, Alex, waited for me outside the driving centre. He drove me to Tampines Ave 1. There is this very big round-about. I started off there. After getting to know the car better, he asked me to drive to one of the heavy vehicle carpark to practice there. I drove rounds and rounds in the carpark. He said that this is to let me familiarize with the controls and judgment for turning.

Yes. I am still very nervous at that moment. And you know what? He asked me to reverse and do a sort of directional change. Oh my god! I have never in this life reverse a car before! I am getting more and more nervous then. After I got the feel of it, eventually I feel more relaxed. No doubt that my engine keep stallingll, but I tried my best. He said that my controlling is not that bad, but he can see that I am very very nervous! Damn. Haha.

Alright, I will stop here for now. Going to AmkHUB with Darling and tecky to watch 'The Mummy'. Update you guys when I am free! I am having driving lesson again tomorrow morning at 9.30. It is lunar seventh month!

2008-07-30T17:43:00.002+08:00

Oops! Both of us are late for our k-session. As said, meet 10.30am at Hougang bus interchange. But I reached at 10.45am and she reached at 10.40am. LOL. Expected there will be a delay. Winnie wanted to meet us for k-session. But she SMS me this morning saying that Hougang is too far for her as she is residing at Sembawang. So she was excused for this session.

We reached Kbox at 11am sharp. Sang many many songs but both of us were so hungry! We waited for around 1 hour later then they serve us lunch. We have 2 choices to choose from. One is Chicken Rice, another was Sushi Bento Set. Both of us took the Bento set. Bento sets are usually more expensive than Chicken Rice. Haha! The set was not too bad. We suspected they took it from Suki Sushi, just next to Kbox. LOL. Unfortunately, no photos were taken.

Finished our session at 2pm. Went MacDonalds to chit-chat. After eating and drinking, we went to Helen to see some accessories. Was attracted and side tracks. So, continue walking to 2nd, 3rd and 4rd level. LOL. Went to Ice Lemon Tee, bought a bracelet for Darling. Seeing his current bracelet (which I bought too) tarnishing, so I bought this new one for him. Its a combination of crome and black color. Went Chameleon to bought some hair accessories too. Sam saw a necklace which is exactly the same as Winnie, and she bought it. Winnie bought it at 20 bucks, Sam only got hers at $5.90. LOL. We called Winnie on the spot to see what is her reaction after telling her the price. Haha. Sam and I even went Just A Store to bought tidbits! She bought $16 plus, I bought $13 plus. Oh no. ><"

After finish shopping, Sam's boyfriend called her saying that he is coming to fetch us home. He just went to @Corner to collect their PCs that they bought. So they dropped me infront of Darling's house. I just reached home like 15 minutes ago. Darling is going to @Corner to collect Jingjie's and the rest PCs. Darling's mom is not cooking tonight. Might go out to have our dinner later.

Alright, I am going to wash up and maybe go rest while waiting for Darling to come home. Take care peeps! Ciao! :D

P.S Yishen, thanks for everything. (:

2008-07-30T10:00:00.000+08:00

Gonna prepare now! Meeting Sam for k-session at 10.30! Update again when back! Hopefully will take some photos later! See ya guys! ;)

2008-07-27T19:55:00.005+08:00

Argh! My nose is soooo itchy now! Was packing the room from evening till now. Threw away quite many stuff. Darling just went downstairs to play basketball. Whoa. Darling and I woke up at 2pm today. I have been waking up early for work everyday. I rarely slept till so late recently.

Met Teck, Alfred, Snowy and Winnie last night. Went to East Coast to have our dinner. We ordered many BBQ food such as sambal stingray, sambal sotong, sambal 'lala' (some kind of cockle), crayfish, satay, BBQ chicken wings and each of us a cup of sugar cane juice. Isnt it a feast? Ordered that much as we wanna let Snowy try our local dishes. After finish eating, we left some chicken wings for Sam, as she is coming to meet us after her volley ball training.

After dinner, we headed to Cabana Beach for some relaxing moments. We drank and played games over there. It was actually very packed. But Sam reached there first, so we asked her to reserve a table of 7. Upon reaching Cabana, the place is still full. So we went to take a stroll along the shops. Not long after we took our stroll, the guy called Sam saying that there is a table ready for us. And we headed over to Cabana.

Sam and I had Heninken beer. Teck and Darling had a little beer and root beer. The rest are having root beer except for Winnie, she ordered some cocktail. Ended up me and Sam drank alot of beer! We chatted and played a lot. Even played 'DaiDee', Murderer and 007. The 007 was so fun! I keep making stupid mistake. Oh gosh. Is there anyway that I can train my reaction time? Haha! Went home at around 3.30am, slept at 5am last night. Hope Snowy enjoy last night! Will upload those photos taken by Snowy's camera when she send it to me. (:

Alright, I am gonna stop here for now. Continue packing the room. I have tons of stuff to clear. Good luck to me. Need to sleep early tonight, working tomorrow. Might be planning to go East Coast for blading and cycling session with them when Alex returns to Singapore. Take care guys! (:

2008-07-26T19:32:00.000+08:00

Just a short post for today. Went Changi Village with Darling, Sam, JingJie and Ah Huat. As usual, ate the famous Chicken Chop Noodles again. Hahaha. Darling influenced me to eat that whenever we goes there. After eating, Jingjie says that Timothy and his girlfriend is joining us. Darling and I dont really like them. As for Sam, this is the first time she saw them. One look at Timothy's girlfriend, Sam claims that she have a 'Guai-Lan' face. LOL!

After wating for the couple to finish eating their supper, we headed to Edwin's camp to pass him Nasi Lemak which he asked Darling to help him buy. Bought like 10 packets? Haha. Aftermath, headed down to Changi beach to slack awhile. Many planes flew pass last night!

Was sitting in Sam's car all along. After Changi beach, we went to Loyang Dua Pek Gong to pray. And last destination, home sweet home! Might be going to drink and slack at Cabana tonight. Sam might be tagging along too. See ya guys tonight! I am going now to basketball court now to accompany Jennifer. She kept calling to pester me to accompany her. Ciao!

2008-07-25T18:08:00.001+08:00

Hello guys! As promised, I will post 3 recent photos. First, photos took from Winnie's webcam. Second, photos of Sam and I. Thirdly, Sing-Gium's gathering at Dong Ba Pub. I enjoyed that night together with all of my colleagues! Oh ya. Sorry if those photos taken by Winnie's webcam. I am aware that those captions are not very illegible. Will try to re-edit it again if time allows me to do it. Alright, below are those 3 collages of recent photos. Going home soon as Darling is on the way to fetch me and Sam home. Darling went to fetch Jing Jie back from camp too. Hee. Enjoy the photos!

Oh ya. I am taking my FTT on the 1st August '08. Wish me best of luck! Hopefully I will pass for the first time!

P.S Notice what is Winnie doing in the Dong Ba collage. =X

Photos taken from Winnie's Webcam.

Sam and I camwhoring.

Gathering in Dong Ba Pub. Yishen is hiding behind us to avoid taking photograph!

2008-07-24T17:57:00.000+08:00

Hello guys. Sorry I have been busy with my work so there isn't any time left for allowing me to upload my recent photos. But I promise you guys that I will definately upload it by tomorrow! Alex went to Hong Kong today and Snowy came to Singapore! Welcome Snowy to Singapore! ^^

2008-07-22T16:46:00.000+08:00

HOORAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !! I passed my BTT. At last. After so many times. I learnt my lesson to take E-trial before actual test. Haha. Took my E-trial at 9.15am and actual test at 10.30am today. And finally I own a PDL! LOL. I know I am abit exaggerating here. But really relived that I passed this time. Hehe! I just received photos taken on Friday from Sam and Winnie. Will post it tomorrow. Just woke up from afternoon nap. Darling just came back from work. Going to Hougang Green to cut his hair. I'm going Guardian to reckon some stuff. Hehe! Update you guys tomorrow! :D

2008-07-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

Sigh. Had a heated argument with darling yesterday. Anyway, everything has resumed to normal now. Just came back from Old Chang Kee with Winnie and Raymond. Total bought $18+ of food. Haha. Surprisingly, after we reached office, realized that its only a few skewer of those mouth-bite sized snacks. So expensive!

Has been doing nothing much in office today. Just did one 156x152 flash for Pirate King Online - King and Queen contest link. Saw those 2 winners photo just now. It really turns me off. Actually the girl is not too bad, at least she wore a full set of apparel. The guy is a huge NO-NO to me. I think that he have lots of supporter to vote for him. That is the reason why he won

Have tried to use Dreamweaver yesterday to edit my layout. But everything turns out to be a failure. So in the I left my layout untouched. Maybe will do it tomorrow. Vincent dragged all of us to MSN conversation just now. He asked if anyone wanna chip in to treat Jeff. But unfortunately, many of us are budget as its nearly the end of the month. Esther suggested going to Matsuo for lunch tomorrow for celebration. But many suggested going to Fish & Co. instead. Its cheaper. Let's see how it goes tomorrow.

Winnie, Sam and I took 60+ photos with Winnie's mac webcam. Will post it here. We went to Kuishin-bo last Saturday to celebrate Winnie's birthday. But she has to leave at 1pm for her Japanese course. So the rest of us went to Party World KTV in International Building. Sang from 3.30pm to 7pm. Sorry, no photos of KTV. Kept singing songs and forgot to take photos! Haha.

Darling came to fetch me and Sam home. He has just reached. But I can only leave office at 6.11pm as I punched in 9.11am today. Alright, will stop here for now. Getting ready to go home. Will update again tomorrow during work. Oh ya, Sing-Gium staffs will have a gathering at Dong Ba Pub this coming Friday. See ya guys there!

Random photos we took in office!

Taken at Kuishin-bo on Winnie's birthday.

Funny photo of Winnie. 恶心的猪! Hehe!

2008-07-04T13:04:00.000+08:00

Hohoho! How long it has been since I last blog? Haha. Sorry all! I know you guys waited for some donkey years for this to be updated! Eh, sorry. A bit of exaggerating. Anyway, I'm updating it now. Had lots of photos which actually has not been upload since quite sometime.I will just post some recent ones in this post.

Hmm. I am doing well during this period. Oh ya, I am working until end of this month. Anyone has got job to introduce? Preferrably office job. I won't deny that I don't bear to leave this company. I have got a extremely crazy bunch of colleagues! Fun time with them! Especially bitching around with Samantha and Winnie! We are the 38 in office! Hahaha. Guys, you will be missed by me! ;D

Currently in office now. Forgot to bring my cellphone to work today! Dammit. Feeling kind of uneasy without my cellphone with me. Hard to contact darling too as he needs to entertain customers; can't answering phone calls all the time. Sigh! Nevermind, its 1 hour 3 minutes more to knock off! Samantha is complaining that time is crawling for her today! LOL. For me, time is swimming; not too fast, not too slow. Haha.

ROFL. Recently Winnie and I is crazy over our nails. I bought the nail buffer and she bought the nail enamel. The nail enamel is damn good. It is actually a extra moisturizing 4-in-1 treatment.The outcome is damn shining! So glam! Hee.

Alright, I got to go know. Darling's coming to fetch me from work. Gotta speed up this post. Below are those recent photos.

Collage of us. <3<3

Darling driving.

Random photo.

Acting emo.

Is my smile natural? @.@

Bright flashes.

I like this photo very much. ^^

Quite sometime ago.. 1 to 2 months ago?

Acting cute. Haha!

2008-04-09T13:58:00.000+08:00

Much apologies to my loyal readers. Sorry that I've not blog recently. Was down with fever, bad cough, sorethroat and flu. Thanks to the weather these few days. I am now using my cellphone to blog. Lying on darling's comfy bed. I am damn shag at work today. Both sides of my shoulders are aching like hell.

I am finally done with those flash banners for Pirate King Online website. Have to start doing ads for Game Buffet tomorrow. Neverending of assignments. Sigh. Wonder will I have like 1 day of work-free? Haha. I know. Dream on. Lol.

I've really no time for my Cabal Online. So shag after work everyday. Insufficient sleep for me! And have to get up early for work the next day.

Alright, gonna pen down here for this post. Will try to upload some recent photos when i get back to office tomorrow. Night guys! Happy advanced Happy 1 month old Birthday to Hazel Koh; my girlfriend's precious baby. Take lots of care ya? See ya guys!

2008-03-20T04:16:00.000+08:00

This is really getting on my nerve. I do not know for what nonsensical reasons, I have actually blogged 2 entries. 1 was at Compass Point while I was walking around. Okay, maybe that is excusable as the WiFi connection in that area is limited.

Might sounds fine for the first reason. But what's gonna explain for the second connection down. I was at home. Lying down on the comfy bed blogging, as usual using my cellphone. All of my text gone missing again. I was like.. ARGHHH! -.-

Sam came to meet me at Compass Point to take back her PSP as she left it in the office. Met up with Dar too. After that met up with Xiong for dinner.

Alright, shall stop here for now. Going to bed now. Only left with 7 hours of sleep. Good night everyone. Love my darling lots! Muacks! <3

2008-03-18T06:03:00.000+08:00

Hello hello. Testing whether can I blog using my cellphone. Realised I'm able to! Hee. Meaning wherever there is wireless connection, I am able to blog. Muahaha. Anyway, going back to work first. Oh ya, had to give Dar a wake up call now. Just came out to have a stick of cigarette. Blog again later. Bye!

2008-03-13T07:25:00.000+08:00

Officially came back to work today. Did not sleep the whole night yesterday. Mummy went to Hong Kong during midnight. She need to catch the flight at Johor Bahru airport at 7.30am. Going with 1 of her friend and my uncle's family.

Dar and I grinded Cabal last night. Doing quest and killing monsters together. It has been a very long time since we played online games together. Previously was Pirate King Online. But both of us have quitted and now playing Cabal Online.

Feeling damn shag at work. And my freaking boss is being unreasonable to me during meeting. He says if my MC is more than 14 days, he will sack me. Hey, c'mon man! Do you think that I want this accident to happen? Who knows when will occurs? That is why they call it ACCIDENT. Freaking arse.

Anyway, it was me and Dar's 2nd year anniversary today! Time flies so fast! Hee. Mummy gave us a $40 dining voucher in Feast@East restaurant at Grand Mercure Roxy Hotel. It's a buffet dinner! Hee. Have made a reservation for 2 at 8pm tonight. Will be meeting Dar straight after work.

Alright, I have just downloaded Cabal in my office's PC using the original DVD. That really speeds up the downloading time rather than downloading it from the website! Hee. I am going to install it now.

I LOVE YOU, DEAREST. HAPPY 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY. <3

2008-03-11T17:52:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I have bought a N82 for myself as my old phone is spoilt. There are many many functions compared to the older Nseries. Got it at $598 with upgrading of plan. A light titanium color. Anyway, went out with Dar to Bedok central for awhile and headed to Bedok 85 with Xiong to have our dinner.

Oh god, oh god! Dar did asked me a real stunning question on Sunday night at Blue Blazze! He suddenly hugged me and ask me whether am I prepared for ROM. Oh! I was like.. "Are you kidding?", "Am I dreaming?", "Can someone just give me a tight slap?" It was so unbelievable as he usually says its not the time yet to ROM.

He actually asked me whether is it too fast if ROM on this coming Wednesday. I replied him, yes. Cos we haven't even book the solemnizer yet! LOL. He wanted it to be held on a special date, this Wednesday (12/03/08) - our 2 year anniversary. But it is already too late for now. Might be planning latest by next year - 12/03/09.

I really longed for this day! Until the day arrives, I will officially be Mrs. Tan. Muahahaha! Alright, enough of all this over-the-moon thingy. Haha. Dar went to Blue Blazze with Xiong. Not back until now. ): Intended to wait for his return. Shall SMS him soon.

I will stop here for now. Going back to work half day tomorrow (11/03/08) until 2pm as I need to go back to CGH for follow-up again. I love my hubby-to-be lots! Muacks! <3

2008-03-06T18:53:00.000+08:00

When you perform virtuous deeds, you will receive good blessings;
When you commit evil acts, you will receive bad endings.
Good seeds bear good fruits;
Bad seeds bear bad fruits;
This is the LAW OF KARMIC RETRIBUTION.

你做善就吉祥如意 (因)
你做惡就會遇到倒霉 (果)
書經：作善降詳，做惡降殥

2008-03-05T09:22:00.000+08:00

I just came to know that Botak Jones is just a small stall locating in a coffee shop rather than a restaurant like Billy Bombers as I thought. Have tried the Botak Jones Bedok outlet last night with Dearie. Heard many complained that the food wasnt that nice. Or rather quite normal; nothing special.

Dearie ordered a Cajun Meal for himself and I ordered a Fish'N'Chip. We still ordered a soup and 3 pieces of chicken wings. Holy shit! The soup resembles those water in the containers which the coffee shop cleaner usually throws away the leftovers. God damn alike! The set meal portion was really HUGE! I cant finish my meal. The delicious fries with spices was really tasty! But its as if its free! A mountain of fries was thrown on my plate then. Prices are quite resonable though.

After eating we went home straight. Damn shag yesterday. Alright, below are those photos. Before going out yesterday, suddenly put on my ITE College East (Simei) uniform. Reminiscing my ITE school days.

The Cajun meal that Dearie ate.

The Fish'N'Chip that I ate.

The "Rubbish Soup". Comes with rice grains inside.

Chicken wings covered with heavy garlic aroma.

Reminiscing those school days..

2008-03-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

Slept at home for the whole day. Woke up at around 6pm. Went to Sheng Siong supermarket to buy some incense and joss sticks. After that headed toTampines Mall with Dearie. Ate Burger King for dinner. For the entire life of mine, I have only ate Burger King for less than 5 times. ><" Anyway, slacked around until 10pm we headed home.

Was online surfing web after reaching home. Was waiting for Xiong's call. He was fetching me and Dearie to the accident scene. Gonna pray at that spot. We went to Loyang Dua Pek Gong first then to the accident scene. I had a hard time lighting up those candles. So windy due to those moving cars. @.@ Anyway, we are going back there to pray again next week.

Probably gonna postpone my CGH follow-up appointment to Tuesday instead of later in the morning at 9am. Duh. So early, yet I am still not sleeping. So I think its better for me to postpone it. I can still slack at home tomorrow the whole day. My left eyes has been recovering well till now. Though there is still some pain when I look at glares for too long.

Medical leave until 7th March. That means I have 2 entire weeks for recuperating. I couldnt get back to work as the doctor advise me not to stare at the monitor for long as the glare is harmful to my eye. Haha. Anyway, I guess I have piles of work waiting for me in office. *Cries*

Okay. I will bid a GOOD NIGHT for everyone here. Going to get some sleep. Eye starting to hurt. Take care everyone! Sweet dreams. :D

2008-02-29T07:18:00.000+08:00

The car was actually "hugging" the tree.

Interior of Mitsubishi Lancer.

Front view of the car, number plate flew out.

Me after the accident.

3 scratches in left eyeball.

Sigh. I dont know whether should I say I am lucky or unlucky. Met with a car accident on 25/02 early morning 2am at Loyang Ave. Just after going to Loyang Dua Pek Gong to pray. Dearie's car suddenly skidded and knock onto a tree. The car is now claim as total loss and need to be scrapped.

Many of them see the photo and on the scene they asked, "Did the driver and passenger still alive?" Many were saying that the car has actually "hugged" the tree. I will upload the photo soon. It is still in my cellphone. I was damn freaking scare when the collision just happened.

My left vision was totally pitch black. Couldnt see anything with my left eye. Immediately the baluku on my left forehead swell, nose bleed, slight headache/giddiness. Dearie stomach and hands has bruises too. Dearie was very worried about me when the accident just happen. When we were still in the car, he hug me and ask me whether am I alright. I can see that he is really terrified and worrying about me. He keep saying, "No matter what, I'll always be by your side. Hang on."Seriously, I really feel touched by him. He panickly called the ambulance instead of calling 995, he called 955. Silly boy. =)

Once the ambulance arrives, Dearie wanted to accompany me to the hospital. But the Traffic Police still need to retain him at the scene for further investigation. He SMSed me when I am in the A&E saying that he will rush down immediately once he complete his investigation.

From the day of accident till now, I have to go back to hospital for my eye follow-ups everyday. Alright, will blog again when I have the time and the comfort of my sight. I cant stare long at thing and cant stand glare now. I need to go back to hospital for my review now. Take care guys.

Drive with care!

2008-02-04T11:15:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! Sorry for not updating my blog since my return from Genting. Could not find any time to blog. Was busy with work. I apologise for dragging those photos which I mentioned that I will upload. Will upload when I have the time ya?

I have promoted to Web Designer on the 24th January '08. Loads of stuffs to do. Shag everyday. We have a new account colleague; Samantha. She is so tall! Oh my god. Haha. Quite a chatty girl though.

Today is my off day. But came down to @Corner as we went to Dearie's grandma's house earlier on. Going Tampines central later. Has not been there for a long time. I wanna buy more New Year clothes! I have already wore those I bought from Malaysia. Haha! I have got limited clothes. LOL.

Oh ya! Marcus have bought a puppy for a thousand plus bucks. So cute! Went home last night to have a look at it too. So tiny! Oh gosh! I love her; Ginger. ;D

I will stop here for now. Feel like sleeping. Duh. Update again when I am free. Take care dudes!

2008-01-18T17:33:00.000+08:00

Going to Genting in another 4.5 hours with Dearie, Tecky, Alex and Raymond. Will be back on the 20th January '08 (Sunday). I will update my blog when I come back. Have yet to upload photos on Alex's birthday. Stay tune.. :D

2008-01-11T11:40:00.000+08:00

Apologies for the previous post if there are too many photos! Haha. I have not uploaded photos for ages. So, pardon me. Hehe. Nothing much happened recently. But went to Dong Ba pub quite frequent.

I am living happily with my boy now. He has been promoted to Sales and Marketing executive. Feels happy for him. I am soon promoting to web designer too. Went for Adobe Flash CS3 course last week and got my certificate with Lydia. She attended the course with me.

Hmm. I am looking forward to Genting/KL trip next week! Going with Dearie, Alex (singapore), Tecky and Raymond. Hopefully it will not rain on our departure day. Or else, nothing much to do in Genting. ): Wanna go KL to shop my Chinese New Year clothes! Weeeee ~

It is my off day today. Dearie is working. Slept till 2pm this afternoon. He ringed me up at 4pm and ask whether do I want to come down @Corner. I told him no, I wanna rest at home. But slack at Dearie's house till kinda bored. So I took a cab down to @Corner giving Dearie a surprise. Haha.

Alright, I am gonna pester Dearie for dinner! I am so freaking hungry can. Stop here for now! Anyway, going to Dong Ba pub again tomorrow to celebrate Alex's(singapore) birthday. Will update again tomorrow. Take care all. Byeeeee!

2008-01-10T14:00:00.000+08:00

This post is mostly all photos. Bear with it if there are too many! Apologies! =D

China Alex caught candid in office!

Winnie acting so hardworking. Duh!

Dong Ba Pub.

The table where we always sit.

The whisky which "Princess" forced us to drink. —.—"

One of the regular on left and Philip on the right.

Tecky happy laughing away while looking at "Princess"!

Me and Xiao Ping; one of the waitress from Thailand.

Me and "Princess". ><"
The kuku jiao figure in Dong Ba pub. =X

Below are photos with Elaine dear and me in Dong Ba Pub.

Dearie's caught gambling!

Gambling in office during Christmas eve party.

2008-01-02T06:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! 2008 New Year; New Me. Let the past be it. Leading a new life now! =D

2007-12-27T13:42:00.000+08:00

Weeeeeee! Got my PSP slim from my uncle! Thanks so much! This is my Christmas present from him this year. :D

Anyway, still hope that things will turn out well.. I am still very very worried.. Sigh.

2007-12-25T14:27:00.000+08:00

Sigh. What the hell happened to me. I am damn emotional recently. What happened?! Can anyone tell me?! I am really frustrated and mad with myself! What the fcuk am I doing?! Can someone just gimme some pointer? I am really trying my best not to be emo. But I failed to do it. I am just feeling damn horrible now..

I feels that he is treating me rather cold recently. I do not know what mistake I did again this time. I am trying my very very best to be a good girlfriend. Why am I always a failure? What can I do to content him? All I want is just his affection. Nothing else. I swear. But why are all these things happening on me? I am really very miserable. I just need a listening ears.

I wanted to have a nice and calm talk with him. But I just could not bring myself up. I am really afraid that it might lead to a quarrel. I really do like to have a nice talk with him. Why can't I just do a simple task? Am I really such failure as commented by others?

Anyway, we had our Christmas celebration today. Though I looks happy and cheerful outside, but deep down inside I am really feeling very down. Just don't know why. But somehow, I am just feeling very down naturally. I just could not control my feeling. Bet "big/small" and Blackjack with colleagues and lost $20+ in the end. Sigh. I just felt that he doesn't even bother about my existence.

I repeated myself countless time that I am just thinking too much. But I could not deny it. Sigh. After the celebration, I asked him a question and the answer that he replied just made me feel even down. They went out for dinner while i stayed in office. Don't feeling like anything; not much appetite. I did SMS him twice, yet to have any reply. Why just can't he simply reply my SMS?

They have just went over to Dong Ba Pub. And I am going over soon. I am prepared to drink as many as possible. I am feeling damn fcuking down. And I have no one to turn to, to lend me a listening ear. Currently just feeling very terrible inside me.

Guess I shall stop here for now. I, hereby, wish everyone a Merry Christmas and a very prosperous New Year. Hope everything changes better in the coming new year. Bye..

2007-12-23T13:29:00.000+08:00

It is my off day today. Was in @corner all day long. I have sat this seat from morning till now. It is now 2114 hour. Dearie was with me too. He needs to work later. I am kinda shag though slept 9 hours last night. Haha.

Hmmm. Don't know whether to take cab or bus home later. Working tomorrow with Philip. I have nothing to do now. Waiting for Ah Teck to come for work then Dearie will accompany him to watch the soccer matches. Current score is, Arsenal 0 - 0 Tottenham H. They have not decided where to watch. Either in office or Dong Ba Pub.

Oops! Just received a call from Uncle Danny. He asked me what I want for Christmas, whether do I want a MP4 for present? Oh god. LOL. Such a expensive gift. =X He said that it has been a long time since he bought presents for us. Asking me to fix a date for me, my brother and cousin out to buy gifts. Haha. I will contact him again maybe tomorrow.

Alright, Ah Teck just arrived office. I am going off soon I guess. Guess Dearie will not ask me over to the pub if they are going too. So I will not ask him about it either. Update again soon. See ya peeps. Cheerios!

2007-12-21T18:12:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. Just finish playing Wolf Team. We, Mercado pride had a pride match with Topfrags. Unfortunately, we did not make it through as they are one of the strong pride. Nothing much to blog anyway. Oh ya, Raymond stayed over too. Alright, I am gonna smoke a last stick of cigarette and turn in soon. Gotta work tomorrow with Raymond. Off day this week will be on Saturday. I am missing Dearie's hug! Hee. Good night everyone!